=D SmilE AlwayS =)

New Diary is Born~

2009-08-22T17:07:00.002+08:00

I brought my Rare Note book a few days ago, and decided that note book to be my Personal Diary, meaning I will rarely post in here anymore. Cos some of my post affected some people's mood, and I don't wanna see that happened again. So decided to write in Diary.. I can also write my deepest darkest secret in there too. XP

Have fun~
Exams are over but why am I still so restless ? Hmm... Lets keep it to myself... =(

For Mei,

2009-08-16T12:25:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I know you wanna make me happy, you don't want me to be sad and stuff like that. I can see that you trying very hard to make me happy, the fact is, I am happy since Thursday, you can it from my past post, its the truth. And there is something else you might wanna know, I just scared that you continue to be my Mei cos you wanna make me happy, then when I a already happy, you will leave me, I scared that will happen, that explains my Display pictures, and stuff like that. So ya. I am glad that I got such Mei who try all her best to make me happy. :)
I am sad not because of your presence, its just the past memories, even if you disappear from my world now, it will do me no good in both long and short term, it will just make me more sad, hope you understand.

Another Day Passed

2009-08-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

It had been a hard day, so far I am feeling fine since morning, except just now almost cry again, its just almost only. This is the first time when I still kept in contact with my ex girlfriend, so there are somethings which I don't get used to it. So ya..

She seems more moody after we broke off, she should have been happy, cos she got what she wanted, I gave her what she wanted, but she still not happy, instead, her mood goes deeper. All the bad habits started to show up, but I can understand. Just hope she can be happy, there is a sentence which goes like this "If you love that person very much, you should takes whatever it takes to make her happy", I guess I done that, this is what she wanted, and she had it now. So please do cheer up, and be happy, cos you are happy, you got what you wanted. Never mind what I wanted, if your happy, I will try to be happy.

Sigh

2009-08-15T08:00:00.003+08:00

Now school lessons are officially ended, the upcoming week suppose to be study week, meaning no school lessons. But my exam are in the study week, Friday and Saturday. If she is still my girlfriend, then we would be happy since tomorrow, cos no lessons therefore having more time together, to enjoy and study and have fun. But sigh, no more such things, no more such fun. Its like an meaningless holiday to me now. But we are doing great now, as Kor and Mei, I think its a good thing ba. We still can spend the holidays together, but we can't have that fun as compared to last time and what I had in mind. Last time we could go anywhere we want, no need to care much about the money we spend in total, but now we need. Sigh.

My morning really sucks, came to NP alone, then while crossing the over head bridge, in front of me there is 3 couples in a row, and no body else, holding hands and walk, it makes me feel like wanna cry, it reminded me of the past, they are so lucky. The feeling really SUCKS!

Now a days I rarely go recall the memories, even I did, sometimes its kinda faded away, no feelings for it already. And I also rarely crying over it. I think its a good news right? I don't even sure about it. It feels weird, feel weird walking in NP not holding hands. Now I may feel nothing, but when she found a boyfriend, my moods will start to change like mad, so its best for me to start my poly life all over again. Never been hurt so badly like this. Ya, my classmate is right, its like leaving a deep cut in my heart, and it can't be mend, I guess. But I will still be strong, will try my best.

BLOODY HURT

2009-08-13T19:40:00.004+08:00

I damn hurt now. Maybe just now I shouldn't send my Mei back to her house step, If I never do that, then all of these will not happened, I will not be feeling this way now. Felt like crying in MRT train just now. I don't know why, of all stairs, that couple just have to be at that staircase, it makes me recall deep, damn deep, and also hurt my damn deep. Cos we used to do that the last time, but now? It made me recall, it made hurt, DAMN HURT! WHY MUST I GO THROUGH ALL THIS ?! I DAMN REGRET! I should have listened to my friend's advice 5 months ago , serve me right! Now I got dumped my my own girlfriend, serve me right, damn bloody right! Happy now?! I still even tell them, it will not happen just like the way they thought, but now? I don't even have the face to talk to them. Got dump by a stupid reason. How great is my life. Damn great!

I just want to transfer Poly, I wanna start my Poly life over again, but will miss my friends, do I have a choice? I am being pushed to this choice, no other way out. It maybe a selfish idea, but humans can be selfish, just like you, your damn more selfish than me. The hurt will forever remain in my heart, I don't know how to get rid of it, I just don't know how, all I know is this time I don't need to get over it, I can just dump it aside. I wanna dump it aside, then start my life over again. ITS FREAKING HURTFUL! Never been so hurt before. The feeling I bet not most people experience, especially you. The sentence said by you in the morning, I thought everything was happy and we can move on, but the next day what the hell I got ? BLOODY HURT! F-ING HURT IN MY LIFE! The pain is pulling me to hell! To a place of pain and hurt. And I can't even f-ing control it. Why I need to go through all these? Just f-ing tell me why. I may treat you badly, but you did also treat me badly, you forced me changed, then now when everything seems fine, you dumped me. I really don't know wtf to do now, I am so damn lost, not like I wanted it, I never wanted it. AND I WANT TO GET OUT OF IT! I F-ING WANT TO! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!

Feeling Much Better Now

2009-08-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. My life had been better now. No more those past memories feelings, might be I never look back the pictures, I guess. But whatever! No mood to love already. Just enjoy life I guess. Then wait for my dream girl to appear again. XP
I know I high now, after awhile I will emo de.. Don't know why~ =P

SmilE AlwayS =)

Good or Bad Day ?

2009-08-12T23:35:00.007+08:00

Today...started out bad, but its my fault cos of last night moody, Sorry Sorry. T.T

Today PON lesson!! Cos go also do nothing, must as well take a break before the two upcoming exams, C programming and Inter Networking (killer).

When out to eat in AMK after Mei Mei's presentation, ate Pepper Lunch! I first time when into it and eat! HAHA!! Last time used to walk passed only. Its fun, kinda like Seoul Garden! and of cos very hot to eat, almost lost my tongue there. :X Before eating, we brought movie tickets to watch UP!

After Lunch, went to the capsules machine, WOW, there is a lot there. Recalled last time the capsules machine only less than $1, but now getting very expensive le, compared to last time, brought one NDS pen, but its suitable for my phone, so just brought it~
Then when to watch movies, funny movie. XD
We was like a shaking "couple", its so COLD~~ But never bring jacket. :X Hehe.. so shake lor.. XD

Then after it, we went home~ Not much.

Just now studied Programming, tomorrow got EXAM!! Wish me luck! XP
Studying and yet planning what to do during the holidays~ Planning to ask my BUSY Jie and Mei Mei out! XP And have fun~! WAHAHA!!

Thats all for now~~ X)

Thanks Jie Jie !

2009-08-12T00:50:00.002+08:00

This one is for Jie Jie~!
Thanks Jie Jie for that wonderful advice!! Works great on me!! It doesn't affect my work that badly le, one step at the time ba. Haha!! Jie Rocks~!!!
Take Care and Jia You for your homeworks!!
Do take care of your health and have enough sleep ar.. =)
Should have called you Busy Busy Jie Jie. XD **WAHAHA**

Jie Jie! I wanna tour your Poly! I need tour guide! *hint hint* X)

Happy for now~

2009-08-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

It night, restless night, nothing to do, just staring at my lap top screen, nothing is in my mind, and as usual, i put that song in repeat mode. I hate this feeling so much. This is suppose to be the time where I chat with my girlfriend, but its so cold now, so dark now. Lonely Lonely me, sitting here dreaming of my dream girl, wondering when will she appear. Sometimes I feel like I already gotten over my last relationship, but sometimes I am not, weird though. :X I will continue to live, its kinda wasted if I end my life just like that for a stupid thing, there is much more of stuff which I heaven done...Hmmm..like walking down the Sentosa beach at night, going to Sentosa at night, etc etc. A lot of things related to Sentosa, cos I LOVE Sentosa! XD

I know I am weird, suddenly sad, crying then the next minute happy, cheerful. The constant change of feelings really make me crazy. And its not healthy to me at all. Its driving me crazy.

But I am at my happy mood now~ And it will not last long.

Sigh

2009-08-10T12:34:00.003+08:00

Okay, I know what I did wrong last time, I even take the time and sit down and think about what I did wrong last time. Party is what she done affected how I treat her. I last time can't get over with what happened, the two incident, instead, I left it aside, I avoided thinking about it, but I now realize, leaving it aside or avoiding it doesn't work, I must get over it. I realize it only after we break, why I realize it after we break ? Cos by then I know how hard is to live without you, so I took the time alone to think and read back all our msn conversations, then I realize I keep scolding you a lot of bad words, then I didn't treat you very nice especially when I am angry, pissed off. And perhaps I never care about you so much. Partly cos I had this thinking in my mind, "Why i need to treat her so good, when she do such things to me.", I took advantage of the two incidents. I knew I was wrong.
When I read back the msn conversations, I was scolding myself, why the hell I would scold my own girlfriend that way, it must be damn hurtful for her, etc etc. I know my mistake, I did my part. In fact, I can say I am totally aware about my self now, and I changed from it, I just wanna be a better boyfriend.

Meaningless Morning

2009-08-10T12:20:00.002+08:00

Sigh another rotting day. =(
Woke up at 10.45am, then I do up my work, only a bit left which heaven done, cos I don't know how to do, need to refer to examples, I will do that on Tuesday in school.
So spend the rest of my morning playing Audition, but was unhappy, again, it brings me back the past memories, seeing how other couple support each other, all these, makes me no mood to play, so I guess I not playing Audition anymore, meaningless already. Now also don't know what to do already, just stone in front of my lap top and listen to music to pass my time. What a life, meaningless and so rotting life. I HATE IT! RAWR! Anyone please help me. I wanna get out of this restless life! I want my life to be as colorful and so meaningful just like 2 weeks ago, I wanted something to look forward to live for, I want romance, cos it keeps me going on, it colored my life, it makes my life seems like heaven. Now my life just seems like a piece of hell. Its tiring! Nothing seems so right.

I wanted a life just like the Ghost Whisperer couple, so sweet, been through life and experience so many things holding hands together. When quarrels come, they sit down and talk about it. That why they can move on so smoothly in life. And of cos so devoting to each another. I wanted such life.

Quiz from Facebook

2009-08-10T00:14:00.003+08:00

Its Monday already, Second week of our break. Sigh.
Anyway I took a few quiz from Facebook, Hope they are real.

1) Bok Sheng took the The real "true colors" quiz quiz and got the result: Blue..

Blue:
Values:
Sensitivity
Harmony
Compassion

Joys:
Romance
Friendships Affection

Strengths:
Nurturer
Sincere
Creativity

Needs:
Understanding
Love
Affection

Frustrations:
Lack of Romance
Disharmony
Time Limits

At work you have a strong desire to influence others so they may lead more significant lives. You often work in the arts, communication, education, and helping professions. You are adept at motivating and interacting with others

In love you seek harmonious relationships. You are a true romantic and believe in perfect love that lasts forever. You bring drama, warmth, and empathy to relationships. You enjoy sysmbols of romance such as flowers, candlelight, and musci an cherish the small gestures of love.

In childhood you were extremely imaginative and found it difficult to fit into the structure of school life. You reacted with great sensitivity to discordance or rejection and sought recognition. You responded to encouragement

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2) Bok Sheng just took the "ArE yOu StiLL iN LovE wiF Ur Ex??" quiz and the result is yOu Are stILL in LOve WiTH hiM/HeR.

You just can't let go of your past. secretly you are still in love with your ex. hoping someday you can get together back with her.

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3) Bok Sheng just took the "What should your relationship status be?" quiz and the result is Keep it going!.

You two are best for each other and were meant for each other. Stay strong! :)

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4) Bok Sheng just took the "How easy is it to hurt you?" quiz and the result is You are a softie.

You are gentle hearted and loving, yet easy to hurt. If someone close to you gets hurt or passes away, you do not hold back your tears. When you are extremely happy you tend to tear up and sometimes let it all out. You are a regular soft hearted human. Stay that way and keep the tears where they should be. You are the perfect cryer.

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5) Bok Sheng took the What's your GREATEST FEAR? quiz and got the result: Fear of Love.

Fear of Love: Couples only get on your nerves, for your greatest fear is love. You've probably been in many relationships in the past that failed miserably, or maybe you've never been in a relationship, which has left you bitter. It's gotten to a point where you hate the thought of love, but you probably would feel differently if you had someone all to yourself... You fear never finding your one and only.

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6) Bok Sheng just took the "Which movie love story are you?" quiz and the result is Titanic.

Of course you know this one!! This is one of the best if not the best love movies. You and your lover have such a strong connection that nothing and i mean nothing can get in between you. Not even your mother and the man she picked for you to marry. Yes, something bad will happen to him, but dont fret..you will be in his arms once more some day after you have lived a longg life, as you promised him you would.=]

...............................................................7) What is your True Fear?

Your Result: Losing Someone
You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore.

Feeling Much Better

2009-08-09T16:26:00.002+08:00

Okay I still rotting now, and I got a lot of work which needed to be submit by the following week, and I still can't concentrate on my studies, it sounds bad. But I kinda feeling better now. I guess tomorrow I will start to do up all my work in just one day, after all, its just a few questions, with concentration, the work can be done much faster. Had been playing the song "Everything I Want" on repeat since last night until now, its a nice song, make me smile 70% of the time, especially when I view those past pictures. I am kinda back to my old life, posting a few post per day. Can say I very bored. I so look forward for the study week. I wanna use that week to take a break from my life, perhaps just lay down at the beach in Sentosa then sleep on my morning and early afternoon. Its relaxing and helps me a lot. Or go to Wild Wild Wet and sit on the float then float around, but I guess not, cos it opening hour is so late. :X Going back to watch my Ghost Whisperer.

SmilE AlwayS =)

Everything I Want

2009-08-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

It started on Thursday
At seven or maybe eight
You crashed into my world with a boom
You came over as a guest
I said I liked you and I confessed
By ten o' clock I was making fun of you
You stayed for a while
Then left with a smile
But at least I made you happy
You make me happy too
It's kinda cheesy to say but

You're everything I want
When I'm with you all the hurting stops
You're the hand that fits my glove
And I'll never replace you
'Cause I'll never find love so true

It's only been three days
You're playing the waiting game
Been acting cool when we're not together
I drove you home from school
When I'm with you I feel so cool
I wish this feeling would last forever
And I stare into space
My heart starts to race
But at least I have your picture
You gave me yesterday
it's kinda cheesy to say but

You're everything I want
When I'm with you all the hurting stops
You're the hand that fits my glove
And I'll never replace you
'Cause I'll never find love so true

Looking back at us
Two years and we're going strong
They say that time flies when you're having fun
I never wanna be alone again
No, no

No, you're everything I want
When I'm with you all the hurting stops
You're the hand that fits my glove

No, you're everything I want
You're everything I want
And I'll never replace you
'Cause I'll never find love so true

This is the type of relationship I wanted. But I guess its hard to find. I wanna find a girl who can stop all these hurt and pain I had now. Then we make each other happy. And never be replaced.

Another Hurtful Day

2009-08-09T13:05:00.005+08:00

Its Sunday, and I am having exams the following week, but I just don't have the mood to study, no mood to finish my work. Just finished downloading Ice Age 3 Dawn Of The Dinosaurs this morning, and finished watching it a few minutes ago. Then felt sad, cos it makes be reminded of the days me and her watching movie together, every time I watched a movie at home, it always made me reminded of those times when we watched movies together, 9 times. But no more already. I don't know why things must end up like this. Is like what ever I do it will ALWAYS made me reminded of the past. And I don't know why. I think when everything is over then I start to treasure whats gone, I am also the first time being so serious in relationship. Its like before I know her, I am living in a cave, then she brought me outside of the cave then explore the whole of Singapore, 95% of it, then now I am being left alone. All the places we went to, all the things we did together, those things can't be out of my mind. I seriously don't know what to do. Everyday locked myself in my room and cry, and I don't know what I crying for. Just little small things makes me reminded of our times together. I don't feel like going out with any other people, I got no mood. I don't know why, and I had enough of this pain and hurt. I can't do anything right. Then today I come across a note pad which contains the calculation and cost of activities to do in Sentosa for our first year. But its not going to be carried out anymore.
And the worst thing is that, to see her not being affected by all these small little things, is like my ex girlfriend had die away, its like her character is gone into mid air and just disappear within a blink of an eye. I seriously don't know how can I live on like this. Its like I am living in a 4 wall room, and every area of the wall is covered with our past memories pictures, last time its used to be fun and enjoyable pictures, but now its just a painful and hurtful pictures. If I know love can do such damages, I will not even be in love in the start. It feels like heaven, so lovely, so perfect, when the period when in love, when when everything ended, its like hell shit, hurt and pain is everywhere, negative thoughts ruled over my heart. I am like half dead and half alive, I must as well choose to be dead, then all the hurt and pain is gone for good, I don't need to fight against any pain or hurt, then my life will be much easy to walk through.

PAIN, HURT!

2009-08-08T12:24:00.004+08:00

It had been sometime since my BGR ended, but I still heaven gotten over it, I don't know how to. Is like whatever I do, I will think of her, is like we traveled the entire Singapore together, every part of Singapore we been together. And I can't get over her at all. My mood had been unstable everyday, sometimes I will be laughing and smiling, but the other minute I will be just crying or stare at mid air, and tears started rolling down. I am not in control of my emotions. it had been over taken by my heart. I don't know how long more am I going to suffer in this type of emotions, and how long more I am gonna take it. 10 months may mean nothing or may mean short, but to me its the most important part of my life. We kinda explore Singapore together, go Sentosa, Seoul Garden, watched so many movies together, eaten so many meals together, all the happy moments together. Your the first girl who I am so close to, Your the first girl who I kissed, hold hands together. We do a lot of things together. Going to many places together. Spending a lot of time together. And how am I suppose to get over it ? We even go into NP together, the very first time I step in NP, you accompanied me, guide me. Everywhere I go, your with me. And who say IN BGR it will affect your studies ? Ya, now I am not in any BGR, but my studies are de-proving not improving, it never get so worst, had been failing badly for most of my studies. And I have no mood to even be in class at all, therefore I keep skipping my classes. I have no mood to do anything, and exams are coming, and I have no mood to study, I not planing to even show up in the examination hall. Its all gone. Nothing is left. I don't even know who I am now. I am damn afraid to be in love again, and I guess I will never fall in love again, my love is over and out. Does anyone in this world understand how I feel ? To love a girl for so long then we experience so many problems and quarrels but we made it in one piece together then next minute, you wanted break. I been through these 10 months, a lot of stuff happened, but I never give up, I continued on. But now, you wanted to break cos you got no feelings for me. Its damn hurtful and its very painful, is like taking my heart and burn it. We even planned for our coming up holidays and first year, but its gone now. In just one day, I never thought it will happen, I even told you that morning that I got a feeling we will break soon. But you told me, you lied to me by saying you will never break with me, and told me to not worry. Its shit! Just look now, LOOK! You should be happy by now, your studies not affected, everything doesn't seems to be affected. Good for you! Thanks for thinking about yourself only, and look where am I now ? I am so damn lost, I don't know what to do, I can't catch up in my life. My mei and di admire our relationship, they also hope to have one bgr which is like us, but now it become I admire them, why do it have to be like this ? I love you damn a lot, but this is what I got ? Why this must happened to me ? Nobody knows how I feel a single bit! even my parents, no one in this world know hows it like to be like me, in this situation. My life is being screwed up, everything is in a big mess. And I don't know what to do. And I don't know what to say. I really regret this whole thing. I just hope I can start my life all over again, I want to! I am not able to study in NP again. I just feel like moving on to another country then start my life fresh at there again. That what I want now. I can't take anymore of this changing of emotions already. I look at other couple I also started to cry, I don't see how I control it. EVERYTHING makes me cry, how long I am suppose to be in this pain ? I soon will cannot take all this already. I taken a lot already. I just hope I can just disappear from this world. I can no longer take all this in. Just let me cry until my blood replace my tears then die, I wouldn't want to be alive now. This is the first time I ever put so much love in a BGR, and this is what i got, PAIN, HURT. I must as well be dead, I don't want to be in this anymore. I just want to lay at the beach in Sentosa then relax, listen to the sound of the waves, thats where I wanna be. I FUCKING HATE THIS LIFE!

2009-07-28T16:06:00.001+08:00

Its done, Everything is over. I am back to my lonely life, no more love, no more suprise, just me alone. here on a emo land, a land of lost. Feel like digging a hole and sit inside, wait until I die.

Sigh and Yay

2009-05-04T23:23:00.002+08:00

Had been busy these few days.
70% are bad memories.
Did had alot of problem with my girlfriend. Sigh.
Damn alot. I got sick, then had to skip one day of class. This is not the type of poly life i wanted. Not the type of BGR I wanted. It had gone out of hand, into another guy's hands, why ?
Anyway I fuck care.
I will remember this "boyfriend come and go" What a "nice" thinking you have.
For that reason, you can't devoted to me.
Okay I see.

Anyway thats not the important happen today.
I GOT A GOD JIE LE!!!!!!
YAY~!
WAITING SO LONG TO HAVE A GOD JIE!!
DREAM COME TRUE~
YEA!!!!
XD
lalala~

another day in Sentosa

2009-02-26T22:00:00.006+08:00

LALALA~~~
Today is yet another WONDERFUL day !!
Baby and I went to Sentosa AGAIN!!
And this is the last 2 days when I can go out with Baby, cos Baby rarely can go out during her holidays..

As usual, I met Baby at her house, but we did have a quarrel in the morning..cos she is tired...I am also tired...Both of us were tired.. Then we slept in the bus. =P Ai Yo!! We should take MRT there...cos I love the MRT train to Vivo City, the train very nice!!

First we went to Palawan Beach.
We brought alot of stuff to build a sand castle, but but....we didn't build sand castle today.. =(
Baby waited to catch fishes, so I also bring net specially for Baby, but we arrived later than our first time we went to Sentosa, so someone went there earlier than us, and the Beach is not as lonely as that time, and a China kid is at our area before we arrive, he kept throwing sand at the sea, all the fishy swim away le lor... Then Baby emo emo...lucky no soil, so she can't grow mushroom. XD

Then we took some photos while we are in the Beach..

..I know my face very not nice la. While Baby's face look so sweet! EMO!!..
..Baby riding on a Beach Tram..

After the Beach, Baby and I went to eat Lunch in Koufu Food Court, we order the same food as each other..But we too hungry until we forgot to take pictures on the food.. ='(
While we are eating, the rain comes....lucky we are under shelter.. Lucky~~~
YAY!! I ate faster than Baby !!

After our very FULL lunch, We went to take the Beach Tram to the Sentosa Express, and went down to Imbiah Station. We walked through the Dragon Trail, we wanted to find the Natural Walk. Then soon after, we found out that the Natural Walk is the Dragon Trail.. -.- Hehe... We planned to fold a boat and put it at the top of the Dragon Trail..but we no paper. T.T
Went we reached the end, Baby took some photos..

..View from the top..

After this, I wanted to vist the outside of Underwater World, we bo $ to spend..so never went in... $23 each person including Dolphin Lagoon.. We planning to save $ after my class starts.. We took the Beach Tram round and round, cos we don't know when to alight.. After 1 round, we knew where to alight le--at the very last stop. Hehe... On our way Baby saw this Peacock with a BABY !!

..the picture is very blur blur..

And then we continue walking to Underwater World..

..I love the Rays..

..now the Turtles..

Then its time for us to go home...while we were walking to the Sentosa Express, we saw this hungry Peakcock eating left over food...

..hungry hungry..

Then we took bus home....Tired day~~~~ But Enjoyable~~~

!!OUR 5TH MONTH !!

2009-02-25T22:33:00.003+08:00

Today is a SPECIAL day... cos it is....

OUR 5TH MONTH !!!!

Yeah !!!! Baby and I had been through alot of things, and glad that we didn't lost each another through the months... The most toughest month, I guess will have to be this month..Cos we been through two very SERIOUS and BIG situation... But, we made it through~~~ Good News isn't it ? Every bad situation, to me is like a test my God, to see whether are we suitable for each other.... ^^ And I believe that Baby and I will last forever and ever... Baby will be my WIFE !! XD Hehe...

I love Baby forever~~~~~~~~ forever and ever~~~~~

I gave Baby a suprise this morning !! A BOO Baby infront of her house.. She got shocked, cos I didn't told her that I will be meeting her in the morning~~ I left her a letter at the stairs then Baby got shocked !! WAHAHAHA !!! Then I sent Baby to NP for her exams....then I grow mushroom in a corner... XD Waited for 2 hours...NO NO!! is...grow mushroom for 2 hours.. At last~~~~Baby came out... On the spot, we decided to go to spend our 5th month celebration at Pastamania in HarbourFront Centre.. I first time dinning in Pastamania, hehe... These are what we ordered..

..Chicken Ham & Sausage Baked Rice (Mine)..

..Spiced Fish Baked Pasta (Baby's)..

Before the main dish came in, the soup and drink is ready, then I caught Baby drinking soup and drink !!!

..hungry Baby..

..Baby in NEED of drink!!..

..LOOK at how Baby eat..

..Baby finished everything le, feeling full ? Don't shy shy la..

WOO~! We are done with our meal..

..mine..

..Baby's..

After we finished our lunch, we took pictures of ourselves! Hehe~~~ time fly fly~~

..SMILE =) ..

..lets STARE at Baby..

After spend much time in Pastamania, we came across a shop, Baby love the handphone strap, then Baby brought it..so now we got got one new couple handphone strap, EEEE.. the older handphone strap is much nicer, but baby's one is spoiled =( We then when around Vivo City... walk here and there... Then I saw the Sentosa "MRT" !! And we went to the top of Vivo City to play with water~~~we brought food from 7-Eleven to eat~~ Enjoy our romatic life... Nice isn't it ? After its getting late, we went back home~~~~~~~~~~~ Tomorrow we planned to go to Sentosa AGAIN !!! XD

A Valentine Day Celebration

2009-02-13T23:15:00.001+08:00

Today FUN FUN FUN !!!!
Baby and I celebrating Valentine's Day today...cos Baby got no school today then we can spend the whole of Morning and abit of our Afternoon celebrating it.. ^^ the rest of the days Baby got class..
We planned to celebrate somewhere far far away from the places which we usually go.. =)
so.....the solution is....

I haven been to Sentosa since 9 Years...
We walked and walked to the Palawan Beach, and came across this BIG BIG fishy... XD
Then Baby and I continue to walk down to the beach...lalala~~~ So romatic....no one else...then only Baby and I... ^^

We took this photo when we are on our way to the beach...

Then we heard something is coming....and guess what....this is the FIRST ever Beach Tram we saw today.. XD

Then we continue walk walk...lalala~~~~
Then this birdy scared me !!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(
Baby took a picutre at that birdy...That birdy hiding from us... =X

We continue walk walk again....
And we almost reached the beach...
Then Baby saw these fake insects... LOL !!!

After these few insects...we come across a few flowers !! those BIG flowers are fake de...but the small ones are real de.. =)

I faster run into the area which Baby is taking photo...and I show Baby my SILLY FACE !!! =P
WAHAHAHA...

We reached !!! Why is the bottom of the coconut tree painted in white ?

Then Baby picked up a spot to put the mat to sit on...actually is for our bag to sit on... Hehe... then we ran to the Sea !!! We saw alot of fishy in the Sea... Can you spot them in this picture ??

..Baby's feet and my feet..

..Baby too alot of pictures of me when I am catching Fishy for Baby,

After TRYING to catch fishy for Baby...I gave up... So I changed plan...changed into....making a suprise for Baby...

..working in progress..

..collecting sand..

..and the SUPRISE!!..
Hope Baby likes it...I sweat alot...just to make this Heart look as perfect as possible.. Hehe..

..Baby's and mine shadow..
We actually wanted to sit beside the heart to take pictures...but..its impossible...cos too squeeze le..so Baby thought of putting our shadow into the pic...

While I was making my surprise for baby, Baby also did something for me !!
Here it is>>>
Nice isn't it ? Baby very creative....can use recycle things to make a meaningful picture... XD

Thats our time in the Beach...and before we move on to the another island....we took a final picture on the Beach....

And here we go~~~
Going to the Southermost Point of Continental Asia....We walked slowly to the other island...crossing the long long bridge.. The bridge looks like going to sink.....cos it touched the sea !!! Hehe...

Look at the views from the top.. Seriously, I don't usually dare to climb that high since I am born...but this time, Baby hold me hand then we CHIONG to the TOP !! XD

..my stunned face..
..see see our picture, woo~~ nice isn't it? I don't know why i look there =P ..

After finished enjoying the view...Baby and I take turns to take pictures with the word "Sentosa".. Hehe...

...Baby wanted me to stand in this pose.. XD

After taking pictures with the word "Sentosa" we went back to the beach..Hehe.... Really scary to see the sea below me....specially when Baby tell me that the sea is very deep at this area.. O.O Haha....

..Baby took my picture, when i am worrying what will happen when i drop into the sea T.T ..

After finished walking around the beach, we went to wash up....we don't know how to use the locker...then got some problems with it... Hehe... But in the end....we took our own bag and when to bath... XD I bath super faster than Baby !!! The shower over there is so so NICE !! I want to go bath there everyday !! =X

Hehe... After our bath, we went to eat...Koufu Food Court..lucky we went there before the office break hour....and we got to choose a place to sit.. =D We did had a super fun meal.. =D Sweet talk, eating, good view to the sea, feed by Baby.. Thats what I wanted in life, the time looks like it had been stopped.. I want life this way !! =)

After our meal, we went to the Butterfly Park and Insects Kingdom. But before that, we walked pass the Sky Ride, then Baby wanna try it... =X
So here we go...Its my first time. =D
Its so SO FUN !!! But SCARY TOO !!! We scared that our slippers will fall off.. =( We saw other people's map, slippers, found at the bottom of the Sky Ride..
It gets MORE scary when its going so high... XD
We reached a pole which has a camera on it, then it will auto take our picture..

..up UP..

..Baby still dare to take out her cam from my bag to take pic of me T.T I kept holding to the handle =( *scared* ..

Then got once, It reached the highest point, and it stopped there, then the wind *blow blow* GUESS WHAT ?! Our seat is shaking !! OMG !! SCARY !!
BUT SO SO FUN !!!!
Then slowly it came to an end...can I try it again ?! I want to !!
After that, Baby wanted to buy the photo taken.. XD ONE THING !! Baby and I were so scared until we didn't notice that we are sitting together.. T.T

..Baby and I..

( Picture will be post soon)

After this, we walked to the Butterfly Park and Insects Kingdom...
Outside of the Butterfly Park and Insects Kingdom, there is a mini water fall, Baby wanna take a perfect picture of it... XD She is so CUTE !!

..look at the water, how nice it is!..

..here we are..

..my FAVOURITE !!..

..butterflies flying all around us XD ...

..LOOK !! watch out !! don't step on it..

..psps, my friend is sleeping zzz..

..look at these, Pig nose!!..

..LONG neck!!, this one very CUTE!! Cos it auto turn its head for Baby to take picture..

..SPIKE one..

..this look very NICE!!..

..look at all these, I see le, hair stand. =X ..

..this is cute!..

And ya....thats what we planned for today..then we walk around to find Baby COLd drinks...and we came across this flower..I told Baby that I go take one for Baby for Valentine's Day flower.. XD

..big big flower..

..a flower display..

While travelling down to the bottom, Baby and I took a picture of ourselves.. XD

And on our way back, In the Sentosa Express, we took the last picture of this wonderful and enjoyable place..

So thats all for this BIG and enjoyable day !!
This is my second time going to Sentosa...and I am going with Baby. That is the happiest Day I ever had Baby !! And its made possbile because of YOU, BABY !!
You know....You had been the only girl who I ever did so much things with. I hope we can go to Sentosa for our Six Month.. ^^ Lets save money now !! So we can enjoy more in Sentosa the next time..
I really had alot of fun today !!
Muackz Baby!!

...finally we can meet, miss Baby alot...

2009-02-07T09:51:00.003+08:00

Its Friday !!!
Miss Baby so so much !! And now finally can meet her le... =)
As usual...morning I left home, when to Baby's block to find her... This time, we went to KFC and eat....we each ate Ultimate Value Box~~~ whipped Potato, Cheese Fries, Pepsi, 1 pc chicken...etc etc..Ate until super full.. ^^
After our lunch, we went back to NP, Baby need to study for exams...But in the end she never study -.-
Must find some ways to make her study...her two past exam only okay okay nia...the next two much score very well. XD
After finished "study" we went to Canteen 2 (I think), we had fruit drinks.. =D
Followed by that, we went home~~~

I felt that Baby abit weird weird today...Don't know why... =X

...problems solved...

2009-02-03T22:34:00.001+08:00

And ya.. Baby did explained everything to me...I guess I did mistaken her this time..
Hope everything is okay and no more of this will ever repeat again..
T.T

...a unhappy day?...

2009-02-03T20:13:00.003+08:00

Sigh...
Today I rushed down to meet Baby.. Cos parents want to accompany them to Northpoint to take the voucher. I left Yishun MRT at 10.40am. I rush to Baby's block, then just nice she walk out of her block. So I accompany Baby and her friends, we walked to Canteen 2 to eat our lunch. When we reached there, I brought lunch for her, she was playing with my phone. When I came back, she started to show me moody face. -.- sain... Like what happened last Tuesday when we met, as usual, we kept queit and finish our lunch. AGAIN !! Nevermind.. then she went to a table and sit.. I also follow lor...
Was sitting down there and have alot of thoughts going in and out of my mind..some i hope is rubbish...as usual I was thinking, I rushed all the way down cos I scared I will be late, and I help you buy food, so you can relax, but all I get is this ? Sigh... not the first time anyway.. Sain...
Feel like just walk off, cos I didn't do anything wrong then you suddenly show me your moody attuide, I can't stand it. But in the end we did get along after around 45 minutes..
Eh....not the end....Then I found out she removed our pic from her phone wallpaper..I understand she did changed her theme and she didn't put our wallpaper since monday or last friday...cos I thought she just changed theme, so forgotten to put our pic back as her wallpaper.. I was thinking about what she told me.....*skip skip* (not nice to say out my thoughts, should keep it to myself and my closest people). She didn't changed to our pic also, then I was like, NEVERMIND, but latter I help her change. But now I regretted, I shouldn't help her change, she should change it willingly by herself..nevermind. This prove I still care, if I don't care then I will not even ask her to change. Then I also found out that she removed our pic in her lappy, I was...oh okay..whatever.. Feel disappointed, sad, emo, angry, mad, feel like just leave her alone and walk away, and other thoughts..

But as usual, I just hide my feelings, so she didn't know all these at that time, until now. I just goona say what I feel like I wanted to say it loud, I don't like to keep things in my heart de.

Then we went to the nearest canteen to have our Ice Kachang, I keep telling her that I wanting for one Chio Bu...LOL!! Then Baby jealous leh... XD Actually no Chio Bu...I only playing around with Baby only... =D Then I say I saw her kissing one Shuai Ge, who is Bear Bear !! LOL!!
Did have abit fun...

Then we went down to the MRT to buy my concession, but end up, I can't buy.. -.- cos there is no adult concession...my Ez-link card is considered adult... So ya... ><

Then I sent Baby home and I also went home...
Eh...after all...a sad/angry day....Sigh....

...JAE RESULTS RELEASED and Spore ! ! ...

2009-01-30T16:37:00.003+08:00

YEAH !!!
Today *happy happy*..

I woke up early in the morning and waited for a SMS...and it came into my phone at 6.32am..
Here is the SMS:
MOE: CHUA BOK SHENG, you are posted to NGEE ANN POLY, NETWORK SYSTEMS & SECURITY (N64) under 2009 JAE.
WA LA !!! Yeah !!! I got into NSS.. lalala~~~~ Hehe... I love this course !!
*jump jump*

Today can meet Baby !!!
I left home at 11am..then rush to NP...as usual, I am 40 Minutes early..I will not be rotting today, cos I bring my lappy !!!
Battlefield 2142 can't be played..so I play NFS... and as usual, have to sit at the opposite block...cos no seat under Baby's block.. XD
We went to eat Duck Rice...I sooo longgg never eat already. =)
Really can't spend too much Baby..Cos parents keep nagging that I super overspend, I spend doubled.. =(
Hope Baby can understand...
After our lunch, we went to Lot 1 to...BUY OUR GAME !! SPORE !!
We brought Spore and Spore parts pack...total is $82...but got offer...so -$14...and is...$68... XD
And we brought two set...so is...$136...waaa...that is very alot.. =X

..this is just my set only..

Today is the first ever time Baby brought a game...and I break Baby's record !!! Cos we buy together... XD
HAHA!!!

That's all for today.. XD

...miss baby so so much ! ! ...

2009-01-29T16:17:00.004+08:00

Miss Baby SO SO SO MUCH !!!
Almost a week never see baby le... =( Cos of Chinese New Year...
Then on Thursday I die die wanna see Baby...
So pleased my parents to allow me to out...and in the end...They allowed... ^^
Wanted to give Baby a surprise, cos usually Baby emo after class on Thursday, as after class Bab got 2 hours break then go to French lesson.. And Baby will usually eat cold dinner or even skipped dinner...
So wanna pop out infront of Baby, but....things doesn't go according to plan....so I told Baby I going to meet her...
We meet at her block...NO TABLE to sit...so I went to the opposite block to sit... =)
Feeling rot at that moment..cos I never bring lappy to play...and I am 30 minutes early...and my PSP..I played until tired le... =X
Then rushed down to meet me...sorry to make you rush Baby.. =(
*jump jump* Finally can see Baby !!
We went to Subway to eat...The Canteen so empty...hehe...
Then after that, we went to play game... Baby play NFS...her face so cute and blur lor... WAHAHA!!!
Then I took some pictures when she playing NFS...

Here are the pictures>>>
lalalala~~~

..Baby is so into the game..

..oops I am being caught when taking Baby's picture.. RUN!!!..

Hehe... Planning to buy Spore Tomorrow !!
Tomorrow is a fun day....can predict... XD

..SmilE~AlwayS FAM is being created today.. =)

2009-01-28T23:16:00.002+08:00

YEAH !!!
Today I created a FAM !! Which is named as: SmilE~AlwayS
hehe....
I am the first person in this FAM followed by Baby...and next, I guess is Stella... =)
hehe... depend she got online these few days or not... ^^

How nice is to create a FAM of my own.. ^^ hehe.... ><

...Lalalala~~~...

2009-01-26T23:35:00.001+08:00

Lalalala~~~
So so boring.... =(
Can only see Baby one time in this week..which is Friday..emo emo...
T.T

Well...got nothing to do...so I listen to M2M songs and switch off the lights and read Baby's past blog post...
Noticed that Baby got so many emo posts... ='(
hehe...

Can't wait to see baby on Friday !!
Planned to eat in NP, Subway and going to Lot 1 to buy Spore.. ^^
Then we can play online together.. XD

AND AND NOT FORGETTING !!!
2 More days to the release of JAE application !!!!!!!!!!!
I so hope to get into Ngee Ann's Infomation Technology course..
Cos thats my only favorite course and Poly... ^^
Pray hard !!!
...fingers crossed...

...Happy Chinese New Year !!...

2009-01-26T17:38:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year to all !!

CNY...Always the same...either stay at home or go out for a few hours with family...
This year...nothing much...
Morning just went to Macs with family to eat.. Did ate until very full.. =)
Then in the afternoon, we went to Sungei Buloh wetland reserve to spend our time..
I did took some pictures, here are the pictures...

...the sign board...

...the map of the entire place...

...wooo~~I can see Malaysia from here...

...a twisted tree stem...

...saw these few pictures taken by someone in this place, if my camera is that good..can zoom in until so clear...

...what a huge prawn !!...

...did you see anything ??...

Thats all what happened today...did sms Baby the entire day then reached home then online...Audition, I can't license...I WANT TO CREATE A FAM !!!

~ ~Our Fourth Month~~

2009-01-25T08:43:00.002+08:00

Specially for Baby,

Time really flies....and now is our, F~O~U~R~T~H M~O~N~T~H together already..
So far....nothing really bad happened...quarrel may happens at times, but who say quarrels are bad ? Quarrel may help to close the gap between us. But its not good if quarrels happens everyday la..and as long as the quarrel lasted for a few hours..its fine.. ^^ Baby don't keep anything from me ar... XP

The most memorable day is almost everyday we meet each other..haha.. XD
I am still looking forward to spend our Valentine Day in Sentosa... =P
Haha... and and... now for our fourth month wishes....
Baby must go write your wishes in your blog ar...
No no lazy.... =]

Here are my wishes:
1) Our relationship last FOREVER~~~.
2) Any problems that we had, can be solved as soon as possible.
3) Help to minimize Baby's moody feeling.
4) Love me for life !.
5) Lesser quarrel.
6) Understand much more better how Baby feels.
7) Baby study WELL for exams !!!.
8) Baby Spore game and play with Baby as soon as possible.
9) ( Can't think of it now =P )

so~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Happy
Fourth
Month
Baby
!!
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Muackz !!
!! I love you extremely very very much !!
No matter what, I will be always by your side.
Just call my name, and I will be there.

Lots of love,
From Bok Sheng..

Early Celebration Of Our Fourth Month..

2009-01-24T14:15:00.010+08:00

1 more day to Baby and I, F~O~U~R~T~H month !!
Lalalala~~~

Now a days we never quarrel le... So good.. ^^ hehe...
As usual, met Baby in NP, ICT block... Then we when to eat.....Pizza in...Pizza Hut !! Cos I never eat in Pizza Hut before.. XP We celebrate our Fourth Month today...if not needa wait till next Friday...and Baby is very slow about it...
Tell you a secret...Baby very "clever" de.... Cos Cos...we took Bus to that shopping centre, so the bus arrived at the nearest bus stop, then I asked Baby alight here ? Baby say nono.. I thought Baby is going to another Shopping Centre, so I followed her...Tehn she alight at a "don't know what place", I see that building... -.- eh... no food de... Then Baby still planning to walk around the Building to find Pizza Hut.. Lucky I got ask her is she in the right place... They she think again....hmmm...then WRONG BUILDING !! HAHA!!! Baby too P~R~O le.. XD I laugh until almost faint.. XP Then we walked back to the CORRECT Shopping Centre.. Waaa....seems a long road to walk...then the sun...so unkind.. >< style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">Here are the Pictures... >>

..this is the MAIN dish..

..now..the side dish..

Baby Zi Pai Wo.. XD
..and the drinks..

..this is the last piece..

Had an enjoyable meal.... XD
The bill come... T.T Expected to be around $27... But but...bill is $35.. Why Why ? cos of the Tax and GST -.-
So don't forget to add the Tax and GST next time if you plan to eat in Pizza Hut... This is my first time.. ><

Then we went back to NP... Play lappy...and pass time..
Around 5.15pm..we left NP.. As usual, I send Baby home... =D

Hope Baby enjoy the meal !! YEAH !! One less thing to worry le... ^^

I just added Baby's Mummy and Daddy in Facebook.. =X

sad

2009-01-20T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today started with a bad day...
Lets not talk about the bad part...

Baby and I when to buy food then we went to the nearby Park to eat...Actually planned to study French de... But end up play until I forgot about about it.. Sorry Baby.. =(

We did played with Baby's webcam...here are the pictures we had taken.. XD

..I was about to eat Baby!!..

..no comments...my act ***** face..

We planned to take pictures whenever went meet.. ^^ hehe...

Baby, don't worry ar.... Don't think of it too much.. =)
Muackz !!

..A Short Time Spend, But Yet So Much Fun..

2009-01-19T19:36:00.009+08:00

Today had a fun morning with Baby although we only have 3 hours to spend with each another today... Meeting Baby outside her house...
Baby today wear until so chio and formal !! The material of this dress very nice to touch...cos very smooth.. XD
Here is the dress (kinda like this dress)>>>

Oh ya... I did posted some pictures under the post for my birthday...please do scroll down and have a look.. ^^ hehe...

Baby had fun playing with my webcam today...
These are the few pictures we took.. ^^

..bubbles everywhere.. XD

..hearts hearts, lalala~~..

..the effect of this photo very nice..

..look !! Baby eating hungry baby..

Then after we ate finished, we when to NP to find our lappy pouch..in the bus Baby did told me about not wanting to get a bigger lappy pouch than her lappy. When we go into the shop, there is only a lappy pouch which suits my lappy..but for baby, the smallest lappy pouch is still larder than her lappy, but she still wants it.. ^^ I love you alot alot Baby !!! Thanks for being so nice to me.. =D
After that Baby brought a prepaid card... T.T Baby spend so much on prepaid card just to sms me.. Baby treat me so nice~~ Muackz baby !!
XD
Then we when to a table in NP to pass time, while I charge my lappy, cos latter i going to Boon Keng for the HP rewards redeem centre.. =)
At 11.50am, Baby leave me and went to class, while I stayed until 12.50pm, and so I leave NP.. =D

A Wish Came True and Audition Wedding !!

2009-01-18T23:00:00.001+08:00

Today...I married Baby in Audition !!!
HAHA !!!
Here are some of the pictures I taken..

..getting ready..

! ! WOO LA LA ! !
GRTAZ BABY ! ! XD

Had been waiting for this day for very long...and...it finally come true !!!
Baby is my Lao Po le !!! XP
And and....we changed our Ign,
mine is..from "smilealways16" to "SmilealwayS~"
while baby is..from "piggychel91" to "SmilealwayS-"
Haha.. XD Such a nice couple name isn't it.. XP

Other than this...there is one more great news !!
Baby completed one of my Dream for Baby in my Dreamlist...
Which is................

>> Do well for exams <<

Gratz Baby !! I believe you can do better than this Baby.. I will support you all the way.. XD Never give up, my Baby... =)

My Birthday !!

2009-01-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

Today can be said as the best day I ever had..
Cos its my Birthday...and I am spending my birthday with BABY !!!
YEAH !!
Woke up early in the morning, then left home at 11am, rush to Baby's Poly. when i reached there, my usual seat got alot of people there already... So I sat at the other side. While waiting for Baby, I SMS her, until her lessons ended.. Then i pop out of my hiding place. ^^ hehe..

She wanted to buy something for me in the Atrium, but the queue is very long, so she didn't buy it.. haha...

After that, we went to take bus from the bus stop opposite NP. At that time, I don't know where she bring me to.. =X
Then finally we reached the place...its...BUGIS JUNCTION!!
WOO~~~ I wanted to go there for a long time.. But didn't have a chance...hehe... Thats only the beginning..
Guess what we ate ?? Its SAKAE SUSHI ! Nice isn't it..?
Did eat alot.. =X Needa get use to the seaweed smell..hehe..cos this is my first time eating there..
Did took some photos but the photos is with Baby...
But I did like the other food, like the Cup with steam egg !!! That is super nice lor !! Plus the special Ice-cream.. Didn't thought it will be in a packet form..hehe..
No wonder baby kept counting the plates...cos she wanna eat 16 plates...cos today is 16 Jan..But we also eaten 18 type of different food...cos I am 18 years old le.. XD

While eating, the Courts people called me and told me that my lappy is ready for collection !!!
Double happiness... HAHA !!

After this very full lunch...we went to walk around...did brought a bottle of 3D paint for my lappy to use.. ^^ Its a cool paint...can't wait to use it.. =P

We did walked the entire Bugis Junction, then we decided to hang around in the Mac. I wanted to drink Milkshake drink from Mac, but....the Milkshake machine is spolied.. emo... XP

After that, we decided to go home. I sent Baby home.. hehe.. XP
But I don't want to let Baby go..want to hug her tight and for ever... XD
Baby's surprise for me doesn't ends here, she is now up to something...a birthday present for me...She on Monday will pass it to me... Can't wait for that also...
Waiting~~~

And not forgetting my lappy !!
So I rushed down to AMK Courts and meet my parents there..
I did buy the Norton 360 Anti-virus, a cooling fan and the same mouse as Baby !! Hehe.. Finally found that mouse... ^^
After the collection, I rushed home to play around with my Lappy..
I did finished installing all the programs I needed...
I have to say that I am stunned by this Lappy, It is even way much better than my Com !!
For the game Need For Speed Undercover, I put the graphic to the max in my com, the game will be super lag. But when I put it in my Lappy, it didn't lag, and the graphic is very nice !!
COOL !!!
Hehe...

Today had been the BEST moments in my LIFE !!
I never had so much fun before...its made possible, thanks to Baby.. hehe..
I wanna THANKS BABY for planning, bringing me around, spending so much money on me and love me so so much !!
I always LOVE you my ONE and ONLY BABY in my ENTIRE LIFE !!
Muackz !!!
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Next date meeting Baby is on the upcoming Monday, planning to but my lappy cover from NP and playing Audition's Wedding Party..
I always can't wait to meet Baby de... hehe.. ^^

One of my Dream came T~R~U~E...
it is............

>> Eat in Sakae Sushi with Baby <<

These are the pictures taken by Baby while I was eating... ><

..look at the food.. ..that is "not" me..
(I love this food which I am eating !! I wanna eat again!! )
(I saw one CHIO BU, then I took pictures of her..here she is)
..look at my Baby eating a mini ice cream, cold isn't it ?..

..now her hands are too cold le..so BACK UP !! use tissue to cover her mouth..

..the ending..

(baby planned le...to eat 16 plates..cos its 16 Jan is my Birthday.. We ate 18 different type of food.. Cos my new age is 18..)

..this is the bear bear which I like..

Thats all the nice nice pictures.. hehe... please tag..especially BABY...MUST TAG !!
XP

! ! HappY BirthdaY ! !

2009-01-16T09:02:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME !!!

Latter spending my Birthday with my Baby.. ^^
...can't wait for it...

Hope latter my lappy will be ready for collection. XD

Series of FUN !!

2009-01-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

YEAH !!!
Baby found this blogskin...its rare and can be fully editable.. ^^ So I use this skin..
Thanks Baby for spending time finding such nice skin.. =)

Baby, I did give you one of my tab in this blog..specially for you.. =D
hehe..

Tomorrow is my B~I~R~T~H~D~A~Y !!
YEAH !!
Planned to celebrate with my Baby...She got alot of surprises for me.. ^^ Can't wait for it.. =P
Lalala~~
And and...my Lappy will come to me either Tomorrow or Saturday.. I hope is tomorrow...Cos...Its my Birthday !!
My parents pay $ 2 500 for the Lappy..while i pay $ 500.. Hehe.. Then the Laptop Cooling Fan, Mouse and Laptop bag, my parents will pay for me.. haha.. XD
Nice isn't it~~
Planning to MARRIED BABY !! in Audition....on Monday when she come to my house..we play together.. hehe.. =)

Planned a series of fun..Fun..and..FUN.. =D

Hope I am able and lucky enough to get into Ngee Ann's IT course...I so want to get into Ngee Ann and It course.. ^^
Hehe....

O level Results

2009-01-14T09:48:00.002+08:00

Got back my O level results...not the results which i wanted... Sigh....got 18 points...
Nevermind la..
Now hope to get into IT course...which is 17 points... Pray hard...

Anyway...today I getting a laptop, in the evening going to Courts to order one... HP Pavilion dv7-100o series.. By next week, i should have receive my Lappy..

The Day before O level results ^^

2009-01-11T16:21:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow >> Got back O level results.
1 more Day >> Collection of Couple Ring.
4 more Days >> My....******** !! (hehe...)

The following week got alot of Events... ><

Tomorrow my results is good then I will rush home to order my lappy online... =P
Then when I got lappy...first thing to do is...chat with Baby online using Web cam!!!
That is my points are BELOW 12 points... ^^
Pray Hard !!!!
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Buying of Couple ring ^^

2009-01-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Today as usual...meet Baby !!!
Starting of the day was BAD..REAL BAD...quarrel with Baby early in the morning....cos of my nonsense joke -.- .. Don't wanna fill in more info into it..

*skip forward*

Did make it up real fast... ^^
Sigh...I traveled alone to meet Baby....Baby can't sms cos she say she is in class will reply latter...
So I travel to NP while bombing my ear with rap songs...but today the bus 61 move very very slow....almost stop at every traffic light..lucky I left home early.. ^^ Did thought that will happened.. I walked all the way to Baby's block...and on my way..I saw a new Canteen opened !!
Air con Canteen...nice design.... hehe...but crowed.
Then should say my timing very nice ??
I waited outside the lobby for lees than a minute...Baby pop out with her friends...Baby busy with her phone... hehe... Then I busy keeping my headset.. hehe...
Her friend looks friendly.. ^^ He even greeted me...nicee~~
After they walk in separate route...then Baby and I walked to the NP main bus stop...Then Baby decided to take Taxi to Lot 1... Haha.. So baby flag a Taxi...A real Big Big de Taxi...as you know...the BIGGER the size..the HIGHER the cost...
I go and take $ from my bank..to buy the>>>>>>COUPLE RING<<<<<
Then we went to eat in...usual place...KFC..but then I forgot I got sore throat.. =P hehe... Did took a few pic in KFC..hehe...
After lunch we went to look for our Ring... ^^ We chosen our Ring very fast..cos we already had been looking at that Ring since the first time we went there.. =)
The sales lady gang up with my Baby to bully me... T.T
The first time I took out the ring..I took around 1 minute...but the second time..I took 2 seconds.. ^^ WAHAHAHA !!!
My name too long to write le..so I only write Sheng instead of Bok Sheng.. T.T emo.... Total it cost $98..I left $2.. hehe...
Next week Tuesday then will go and take our Ring.. =)
Then went to see my cellphone pouch..hehe..And we brought it within seconds... ^^
Did walk around Lot 1 and then go back to NP...
Baby THROW me alone since 3.50pm to attend a meeting..then half way through the meeting...Baby run away !!! Run to me... XD
HAHA XD
Follwed by that..we went to The Mac near her house to meet up with her Tuition friends... =) 4 of them...then plus theirs boyfriend...end up is 6 people.. ^^
haha...
Baby's friends...say Baby and I look alike... haha... XD
I waited Baby to finished Dinner then I go home...

Baby goona do her work..then I waited until nearly ko..
hehe...finally Baby go sleep le...then I also sleep...zzz

Really did enjoyed myself today... ^^
hehe... Can't wait for the Couple Ring to be ready... XD

YEAH !!!
Two of my Dream came TRUE !!!

1. Buy that lovely couple ring from Couple Lab.
2. Buy that couple handphone pouch in More Than Words.

meeting baby ^^

2009-01-04T22:20:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow can meet Baby le.. Eat breakfast with her and chat chat with her... ^^
Just can't wait to see Baby... ^^
Woo la la~~~

Planning to buy our couple ring on Tuesday...and Handphone pouch too ^^

O levels results faster come out !!!
I wanna go same poly as my Baby !!! XD

Stella Got Boyfriend le !!!!

2009-01-04T22:03:00.002+08:00

Erm Erm....
First thing...
STELLA GOT BOYFRIEND !!!
GRATZ STELLA !!
Best Wishes for this Lovely Couple... =D

Woo~~ La La....

2009-01-03T10:39:00.003+08:00

Today Baby and I celebrate our late Third Month Anniversary... YEAH !!!
The best day I ever had.. =D
Baby came and find me early in the morning..then we play HS5.. We did went to the HS5 Church.. haha...and now she is my girlfriend in both the game... ^^

Then we went to Causeway Point....eat...SEOUL GARDEN !!! We did spend alot of time in Seoul Garden... But but...we enjoy until forgot something....which is taking pictures ><>

After that we went to Mini Toons in Causeway Point.. Baby wanna find something...but this Mini Toons never sell then we went to Lot 1's Mini Toons... Baby did found the DIY box which she wanted to buy and a mini bottle water.. =) We did saw her God Bro and his Girlfriend two times...okay...I am slow...his girlfriend is that girl but I only just noticed it.. =X hehe...
Then Baby suddenly tell my to go to The Wallet shop to check he price of the Couple Wallet...then we did checked le...then then...suddenly she say..."I will buy it for your early Birthday gift"...I stunned....and shocked.... XD
No wonder she wanna come to Lot 1 XD hehe...i slow abit ><
Ya...She brought it... ^^ YEAH !!!! One Dream from my dreamlist had COME TRUE !!!

THANKS TO BABY FOR MAKING MY DREAM COME TRUE AND THANK YOU FOR MY BIRTHDAY GIFT !!!

>>Buy The Adorable Couple Wallet In Lot 1<<

After that we went to check out the price of the Couple Ring in Couple Lab.... =D
Hmmm...$88... No worries... I did told my parents that I taking out $100 to buy both the Couple Ring and Couple Handphone Pouch.. Two more Dream list will be cancel by the upcoming Wednesday... ^^ HAHA !!!
Then all my buying Couple stuff will be cancel !!! YEAH !!!
Wooo~~~ So High !!!

Just Wanna say...Thanks Baby for my Birthday Gift... hehe...
Muackz I love you alot alot !!!!
Wanna spend my entire life with you !!!!

Waiting for tomorrow ^^

2009-01-01T17:53:00.002+08:00

Yeah !!

Tomorrow can see my Baby le !!!!
Waiting for this day for a long time already...
Will be going to Seoul Garden and will take lots lots of Pictures... ^^
Hehe...

I really miss my Baby !!!!

woo~~

2008-12-27T22:17:00.003+08:00

Woo la la~~~
Now a days nothing to blog leh... Cos everyday stay at home play Audition, chat with baby, play PSP... ><>

I got the DJ Max Black Square ^^ The DJ Max is getting harder and harder... ><>
For Audition, I only ONE level before I could create a FAM !!! XD

I can't wait to see Baby on the up coming Friday !!!
Whole day out... ENJOY ^^
I miss my Baby like mad ><

Third Month Love Message

2008-12-25T14:46:00.003+08:00

>>Specially For BABY RACHEL <3

Baby, today is our THIRD month already !!!!
YEAH !!!
We had been through thick and thin, and we helped each other through all these.. and We are still in one piece.. XD
And I had also learn alot from Baby too... ^^
Now currently learning how cheer Baby up when Baby is moody.. =)
I am making progress..I guess.. hehe... =X
Just wanna thanks Baby for making lots of my dreams came true, and spending lots of time on me... ^^ Remember to study hard too ar... =)

Once you entered my life, everything had changed, my way of life, my thoughts, my character..etc... You made a big impact into my life. And from that day I know you, you made my life a better one.. Thanks for everything you had done for me Baby.. ^^

I will treasure you for life !
I Love you deeply and forever !!
Nothing in the world can separate us !!!
Cos we are made for each another.. =)

And my one and only wish for our Third Month will be making Baby less MOODY as before.. ^^

Happy Third Month Baby !!!
MUACKZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>With lots of love from Bok Sheng <333333

Third Month !!! (1)

2008-12-25T14:26:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!
...and not forgetting...
!! HAPPY THREE MONTH ANNIVERSARY BABY !!
...double happiness...

Was playing Audition in the morning while Baby was sleeping...zzz...she stuck in lala land until 12 pm plus... Then she sms me saying "Good Morning"... LOL XD

Baby got a present from her dad, guess what > Its a 500GB Hard Drive and a potable cooling fan... O.O so so so good... I also WANT !!! ><>

Christmas Eve

2008-12-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE !!!
Ho ho ho ~~~

Here is my wish for Christmas, only one wish...hehe...
>> Hope Baby will not be moody/sad/emo/angry for today and tomorrow..

Today afternoon, I abit moody... Then kinda wanna quarrel with Baby... Sorry Baby... I sudden moody ><>
Example, in Audition, the arrow are Up, Down, Right.......etc... When i pressed the button on my keyboard, the "Down" button will take 3 sec to react.. -.- then always missed... T.T

Anyway....tomorrow is DOUBLE HAPPINESS !!!
First is CHRISTMAS and MY BABY AND I DE THIRD MONTH !!
Wooo~~~ Month really fly pass.... Tomorrow will write my Third Month Wishes..hehe...
Planning to meet Baby at 2 Jan to celebrate our Third Month.. ^^

I miss my Baby ALOT ALOT !!
I also Love my baby a whole LOT !!!
Can't wait to see Baby again !!!
<333333333333333

What A Day

2008-12-23T10:32:00.004+08:00

Today I really enjoyed myself man !!
I met Baby and her youngest Mei, Rosemarie, at her house...
She very funny hor...she buy her prepaid card in the mini shop under the block and pay with coins....LOL!!..then he uncle also stunned diao...
After that, we aboarded the bus to Lot 1..
Then met up with baby's another mei, Rebecca, and Baby's friends and God Bro.
Her God bro wear like as if he just came from a market.. HAHA!! We went to buy the tickets first...7 people....haha....
Then we search places for food...at last we ate in KFC...but no Bubby Meal this time....ate Meltz.. woo~~
Baby's friend very kind ^^ gave us choc as christmas gift ^^ THANKS ^^
After that, we walk separately, Baby and I go shopping while they walk around...we first go search for the Audition Acash card...which is the last card Baby needed for collection...but sad to say that..all Lot 1 shop didn't have that card... ='(
After that, we went to the Zinc shop then to one of the wallet shop, OMG !! I saw a couple wallet...which is very very nice!!! I want !!! but instead Baby needs a bag...so we went back to Zinc and I pay $20 for it plus my member card...haha ^^
Baby love the bag !!
Then we go and watch movie...Twilight !!! The movie is very very nice...I wanna put that movie into my phone !!
wooo~~ have fun in the movies....
After the movie had ended...we went home...I send Baby home...along with her meis ^^
Then in the bus...Baby give me the Teddy Bear !!
What A Cute Teddy Bear...
(lazy to upload the pic of Teddy Bear...) =X
THANKS BABY !!!!
baby also brought a badge and a keychain for me ^^ the colour very nice for the keychain. XD
THANKS BABY ALOT !!!

Then my day ended...
hehe...
What a day....very enjoyable !!!!

Baby get well ^^

2008-12-20T21:42:00.002+08:00

Specially written for Baby,

Baby take care ar... Drink lots of water...die die also must drink..if not once i meet you, I force you to drink lots of water.. =X
Baby sleep early also...will try to see how I can help you.
TAKE CARE BABY.. and .. Get well soon.. ^^
and and...your being silly for not telling me that your not feeling well cos you don't want me to worry about you..anyway, if you don't tell me, I will feel that your keeping something from me, and that will make me more MORE worry... ><

Looking forward to see baby again.. ^^
MUACKZ!!
I LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT BABY !!

FUCKING DAY

2008-12-20T18:07:00.002+08:00

Today suppose to be a happy day, cos baby had came back.
But things doesn't end up like this.
Was playing Audition with Darling in the afternoon, starting out was fine, but half way through she suddenly say "shit" again and again, so I asked her what happened then she say "nothing". Within a second, she changed, treating me cold. I don't know what the damn thing to do. You told me not to kept things from each other, but now what the hell your doing ?!
Then we kept quiet since then, and I told her what happened, she replied "its your problem not mine" (something like that), I don't like the fact that you answer me like that. If I treat you the same way, what will you feel ? You answered me as if your not my GF.
Then after you left, I didn't message you, expecting you to message me after you feel better, but you didn't, instead you say "i don't sms other people first". Well, I don't think that is true. I was having a nap, trying damn bloody hard to forgot what had happened, I don't wish to quarrel with you again, especially the second day you came back. I was hoping that you will feel better after a few hours, but it didn't turn out that way.

(I am very sorry, if the words I used here is too hurtful, cos it is written at that point of time when this happened, so I didn't think it through in my brain before I wrote it.)

Baby is back !!!

2008-12-19T21:19:00.003+08:00

WOO~~ BABY IS BACK !!
Finally !!! I waited for so long le !!!

From morning until baby sms me in the afternoon, I couldn't eat or do anythin else.. I just hope time could pass by faster, so I could see baby again..
Then around 3 pm plus, Baby sms me telling me she going to leave hotel. So I quickly bath and rush to NP to see her..
I was there since 5pm..but she wasn't here yet...she 7pm then arrive...while waitting, I play PSP and listen to songs until tired of it le.. ^^
Then I saw her bus came into NP, then I waited in my seat..then BOOM !! She suddenly appear from my back.. ^^
Can feel her touch again.. XD
Then we flag down a taxi and when to her block, then I drop her at the stairs and I headed home.. ^^
Hehe... So happy that I can see Baby again.. ^^

Looking forward to meet baby to celebrate our Third month !!!
Seoul Garden !!! I am coming !!!
LOL !! XD

Cute Cute Bear Bear !!!

woo~~ I high le !!
XP

Baby THIRD day of trip

2008-12-18T13:35:00.004+08:00

>> !! TOMORROW BABY COMING HOME !! <<

Woo~~
Baby yesterday called me...until she got $8 left.. EMO ~~~

Baby brought me a Super Cute Bear !!!
HAHA!!
THANKS BABY !!!
Tomorrow I can see the Bear le.. ^^
Baby think that tomorrow around 5 pm she will reached NP, so I can go NP and accompany her home ! YEAH !!
I am so so looking forward to seeing Baby tomorrow.. ^^
Wondering what Baby is doing now...so wishing that I can be with her now... XD
Missing Baby... ><

Today in Audition, got a FAM master invited me to join in her FAM.. XD
Then Baby and I joined her FAM..
I sms Baby telling her this news, She sounds very happy cos we are in the same FAM.
When she is happy then I am happy too.. ^^
When I am Level 21 then I will create a FAM so baby and I can be in our FAM.. No outsiders are allow. =X

This morning I played PSP and Audition..latter I will do something for baby..
Hope it is nice enough to put in her lappy's bag.. ^^

I miss my Baby very very much !!!
><><

Baby SECOND day of trip

2008-12-17T15:38:00.007+08:00

>> !!1 MORE DAYS BABY COMING HOME!! <<

Today is just another day...can't sms Baby too much, cos if my bill go up then I gg le..

Last night...Baby called me !!! YEAH !!! We talk talk alittle then a tell her to hang up...if not the cost for the phone call will be alot... But I am so so glad that she called me.. Miss her like hell... ><
She wanted to buy a jacket for me...but when she checked the price...its damn ex.. =X
hehe..

So as usual...I play Audition since morning... I am only 2 more level away from creating my FAM...
I only want Baby to join my FAM...^^
Hehe....
Still working on our FAM name... XD

Now I got alot of PSP game already.. total is 39...
Just downloaded, DJ Max 1 and 2 (specially for Baby de), Hot Wheels Ultimate Racing, Yu-Gi-Oh Tag Force 3, Test Drive Unlimited, Cars, Tony Hawks Project 8,
Everybodys Golf and Lemmings...
The DJ Max 3 my PSP can't play...emo....
I wanna collect all the PSP games.. ^^
hehe...

Looking forward to the night, cos Baby going to call me again!!
Wonder what she is doing now....hmmm...
Hope she enjoy herself...

Wait Wait !!!
My PSP can play DJ max 3 le !!!!
Needa do something to bypass it.. HAHA!!
HAPPY !!!

SmilE AlwayS Family Turns 1 month !!

2008-12-17T14:16:00.002+08:00

!!!!! On this special day !!!!!
SmilealwayS FamilY turned 1 month !!
But...but...mummy and Nuer went to Malaysia..
Then left me alone to celebrate...
I brought a mini cake then put one candle on it...Then eat the cake alone...under my table..
><
='( sad sad...
joking la XD
Waiting for nuer and mummy come back then celebrate.. ^^ !!!

...Missing them...

Baby FIRST day of trip

2008-12-16T11:56:00.005+08:00

>> !!2 MORE DAYS BABY COMING HOME!! <<

Today woke up at 5 am, and left home at 6 am to travel to Np to meet Baby. Cos Baby going to Malacca for overseas trip from today to 19 Dec... Very glad that I can send Baby to the bus..

Then Stella also go Malaysia.. -.- My Smilealways Family all go Malaysia then left me alone..
Emo.... ='(

Had been playing Audition since morning... =X

Baby remember what I said ar.... ^^
Will be waiting for you to come home.. =D
Send kisses over to you... MUACKZ!!

specially for baby..

2008-12-14T20:42:00.002+08:00

To My Beloved Rachel Baby,

Thought you wouldn't have time to read my blog tomorrow, so in this post I will write all the things I wanna say...
Take care for the 3 and 5/6 days in your overseas trip.. Must Take Care hor !! Don't think too much within that trip ar.. Nothing can harm my baby de.. Who dares to try I will settle with him/her personally... No worries baby..
I wish I could go with you...stick with you... XP taking care of you...
Baby keep me updated ar..
I will be sitting here, thinking of you and missing you... Once you got back sms me ar.... Waiting for baby to come back...
Take care and enjoy your trip Baby.. ^^

LOVE YOU A WHOLE LOT LOT.....
<333333
MUACKZ!!

With lots of love,
From Bok Sheng <3

2008-12-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

>>Currently counting down to the EMO days ahead<< !!! 1 and 1/6 Day !!!

What A Boring Day...

2008-12-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

Today nothing much happen....
Morning chat with Dar Dar but she busy so slow reply...
Sigh....
Play Audition until sain le....
I go and sleep ba.....

What a week !

2008-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

This week's weekdays, I got to meet my Dar Dar everyday !!
From Monday to Friday...

I had written a post on Monday...

Tuesday

I went down to Dar Dar's area to accompany baby after her exams ends at 10 am..
I first went to her block, then i waited at first story, afterward she sms me to meet her at level 4, as she is handing up her stuff.. We wanted to take the lift down to first story, but the lift is fulled, so we no choice but take the stairs. From the stairs to the Convention Centre, I tried to hold her hand and be close to her. But she just moved away, so I kept quiet and continue walking.. Upset at that moment. Its easy to tell that I am upset de, I will try to look around and will try to control my tears, although you can see my watery eyes..
Then after we arrived at the bus stop, my Dar Dar is much more better le. We did went to alot of places...

First we went to AMK Hub...we also ate KFC in AMK then we went shopping in AMK HUB... I did saw my Audition's shirt !! And my Dar Dar also saw her Audition's dress !!
LOL !!!

Secondly, we decided to went to Junction 8 cos its still early. We did walked around the entire shopping centre..not missing any thing out.. hehe... After that we went back to West Mall..
I sent Dar Dar home followed by that, I went home....

Thats all for Tuesday...

Wednesday

Suppossed to meet my Dar Dar since morning, but morning quarrel with parents and parents got last minute plans.
But in the afternoon my parents let me go meet my Dar Dar from IMM, so I travel from IMM to NP..
I nearly got lost..
After I found Dar Dar...she didn't talk to me...I think I am transparent ? But after a while, she is back to normal.. I did help her buy food to eat.. Followeed by that, I send her to her examation room.
And I went home...having a bad headache and suffer from lack of sleep too..

Thursday

BABY no exams !!!!!
So I planned to meet her in the Mac near West Mall...and we spend our time from 9.30am to 3.30pm... Having a damn bad bad day...cos I missed the bus, missed the MRT, phone hang many times, computer behave werid weird and can't call or send or recieve message (after in the night I found out from my dad that the Starhub server got poblem).. Moody at first... but in the end I am okay le..

I didn't send Dar Dar back home, cos I am already late home le... So I gonna rush rush home as fast as possible...
I am very very sorry Dar Dar ><

Friday

Today I didn't thought I will be meeting Dar Dar...
But sfter her first paper, she sms me..wanna come down to my area to find me...
So we spend the time walking around Sun Plaza...she needa leave my area from 2.30pm to go back to NPfor her last test...
I also reformatted my computer...
I also Finished installing most of the programes...
XD
Going to sleep soon... =P
Dar Dar say I very long never blog...so I blog now... =X
Sorry baby..

GRATZ BABY FOR FINISHING YOU EXAMS !!!

Holidays is up...enjoy, BABY !!!

speciall for baby

2008-12-08T21:23:00.004+08:00

To my Beloved Baby,

Tomorrow is the first day of your exam already, so JIA YOU baby !!
Things to take note to score well:
1) Sleep early,
2) No moody or emo,
3) Do a last minute read up on notes,
4) Spend lesser time on game or chatting,
5) Take extra care of yourself, (if you don't I will)
6) Do as the above..and you will score well ^^

Those are the tip specially for you, Baby.. XD
All the Best in your exams baby !!!

And I noticed something about Baby nowadays.. She is getting lesser and lesser moody now !! and its a GOOD NEWS!!
I Love You Super Very Much Baby !!

Oh ya...your Reward...
a big big KISS...
!! M-U-A-C-K-Z !!

What a happy day ^^

2008-12-08T20:48:00.003+08:00

Today so so HAPPY.. XD
Cos my wish for today came true !!! Baby can go out today!!

She treat me real good man. I am so so lucky to have her by my side..
She specially go up to the MRT platform to wait for me.. So so good...
We first went to West Mall to collect her mummy gift and best of all...SHE GO FOR A HAIR CUT !!!! Actually ar...she got cut hair or not..she still look like the same.. -.- But but..in the first few minutes, she may look abit different.. I kept joke with her that she look different..HAHA!!! I evil ar... =X
Then she started to shop for her FIRST clothe.. I saw one nice one..she also like it..then she went to try it..AND AND..the first ting I did in my entire LIFE!! I went into a girls clothes de shop to wait for her while she went to try on it.. =X
I don't want to leave Baby mah..she I accompany her into the shop...
XP
She decided to buy it..it cost $49...and her mummy gave her only $100 to spend..

After that, we went to Lot One, guess what? we saw her friend..
(her friend is....e-v-e-r-y-w-h-e-r-e..scary...) hehe...
We went around to buy her clothes...she only left with $61..
Then something FUNNY!!
She went into a shop to buy her pants...She didn't see the price tag...and she brought it...that pants look like a normal and common one..BUT BUt it COST $56..
When the casher told her the price while she is buying the pants..she STUNNED !! SHOCKED !!
Sigh... Too late to turn back..
When we went out the shop...I give her a "shopping tip"...Check the price before buying it..
Then we went to another shop...the clothe we saw is very nice...then this is the time..she used my tip..she checked the price..it cost $50++..Then she walk away... LOL!!!

After finished in Lot One.. She suddenly remember that she heaven use her $5 voucher for one of the shop in West Mall..so we went back to West Mall..then she brought a clothe..also I like it...then she no choice..so pay by Nets.. Poor baby...no $ le..
='( <
After that...we went home...I accompany her home..

!!!!! OKAY HERE IS THE I-M-P-O-R-T-A-N-T THING !!!!!!!

As usual, we stay at the stairs for a while...BUT BUT !!! Someone walk down..so as usual, I go to one corner.. But this time is her Dad and her sis.. I didn't know its her Dad, until she went to me and take her clothe, cos her clothe i help her carry..
-.-
One thing...I am very rude ?
Cos I never greet her Dad !!!!! ><>
I just gave her Dad a FIRST and BAD impression of me... ='(
Sorry Sorry ><
='(

Baby....sigh...

2008-12-07T21:32:00.008+08:00

So long I never blog le...hehe...actually is only 1 day I never blog..
=X
Weekend nothing much happen ba... Stay at home lor, Dar Dar can't go out...so no choice stay at home play Computer game plus sms Dar Dar lor...
The Need For Speed Undercover, I give up le...I completed all the events which include Police de..Have alot of fun playing around with the Police. I got took two picutes.. First one is I knock off a gang's driver, while the second is I crash a police car...

Poor Police Car...being CRASHED by me...hehe...no use calling road block or back up..I will crush all of them !!!! I baddie... XP

Oh ya! Wanna see a rare thing in Audition ?
There it goes~~~

She that girl face...NO FACE!!!!! OMG!!!
Plus see the ball in the time line...so special...
See the song!!! 0 BMP !!!! The whole room lag...

Other than playing Computer game... I also sms Dar Dar the entire day...

Baby ! Your the most important of all...don't worry..."Audition" will never overtake you de.. Trust me.. I Love you A Whole Lot !!!! Nothing will replace you Baby !!

Tomorrow Monday...but Holiday!! Not sure can meet Dar Dar or not... HOPE and WISH can meet Dar Dar..If not I will die de !!

Cos too long heaven seen Dar Dar le... ='(

Hope hope hope hope hope..

What A Day

2008-12-05T00:29:00.006+08:00

Woke up in the morning...planning to meet my Dar Dar.. Today we didn't do anything much.. We only went to eat at mac near by NP. Spend from 1pm to 3.15pm at mac.. We chatted...ate and play psp in mac.. I did take lots of pic of my Dar Dar while is her turn to play chess..Hehe..she look cute lor... XD I will upload the few nicer pic... Haha... See my Dar Dar face when she is playing Audition.. Haha !!!!

The Fun Fun side of Dar Dar while playing PSP>>

The more Serious side of Dar Dar while playing PSP>>
The Cut Cute face of Dar Dar >>>The Sleepy Face of Dar Dar (Sleepy Piggy =X ) >>

Hehe... Hope Dar Dar didn't post my pic in her blog.. =X
Cos some of my pic is act **** de pic... hehe...
She is so so chio plus cute ^^

After mac we went back to NP while its raining heavy.. So we took bus.. Then she threw me aside, but lucky I clever enough to cope her lappy.. WAHAHAHA!!!
Her briefing very "long" around 15 minutes ? hehe..
Meet a few of her friends..funny people.. XD
After letting her sitting down for awhile, we went to canteen 1 to eat..but in the end we never eat..cos she stomach ache..so I forced her to buy something to eat... hehe... I doing that for her good ar...I not baddie.. =X
Followed by that, I send her to her class then I run !!!!! hehe...

Gratz Dar Dar for passing your French Exam !!!
hehe...send you a kiss................

3 Dreams Came True !! in a DAY

2008-12-02T22:20:00.006+08:00

Today is 80% Happy day !! =)
While 20% Emo day.. =(
.
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Parents this morning asked me " what time you needa leave today?". That means my parents allow me to out !! I am so so HAPPY !! The first thing I did, is to hint my beloved Dar Dar, but she blur blur and slow -.- ... Not fun de... ><
<<10%>
.
.
My mummy delayed me -.-
So I left home at 10.40am.. Plus the bus just went off when I reached the bus stop. As usual, I took MRT down then change to bus. Meantime, Darling ended lessons early and she can't recieve my sms, so she called me..we talk on the phone. She sounds moody, and it seems everything I say, she don't like it, so I =X.. Then the worst thing is that, she having stomach ache plus hot weather plus waiting for me plus our call always DC. Darling, I really never cut your call, why would I do that ? Our call DC la...server problem.. =(
<<10%>
When I saw her waiting at Cheers, her face don't look good...then from the Cheers all the way into the bus, she give me that look. so i sain diao -.-
<<10%>
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Lucky I got hug her in the bus..then she hug me back and she felt better..
<<10%> ..
I also sayang her..cos her stomach is really pain..even I can feel the pain.. But after that, she felt much better.
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Once we arrive in Lot One, we searching for KFC, in the end, the KFC was hiding in a corner.. Lucky we found it.. Phew.. We ate Bubby Meal !! Very nice!!!
Darling thanks for making one of my Dream come true !!

WENT TO LOT ONE SHOPPING..

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After that, Darling thought of watching movie.. So we when to see what movie they are showing.. After that, we brought the movie tickets ^^
Thanks Darling for making one of my Dream come true !!

WATCH MOVIE WITH DARLING..

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The movie starts at 3.30pm..so while waiting, we went to shop around.. When to almost all the cute cute shops.. And we brought a pair of cellphone strap. ^^ She wanted pink white I wanted light blue.. XD She brought for me ^^ Thanks Darling for buying for me and Thanks for making one of my another Dream come true !!!

BUY THE SAME CELLPHONE STRAP AS DARLING..

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Then we went to Gift A Name to buy the Bun Bun Piggy...Due to the colour of cellphone strap, I got a blue Bun Bun Piggy, while my Dar Dar got a pink Bun Bun Piggy.. Actually, we brought both pink de..but after that I thought the pink Bun Bun Piggy doesn't blend with my cellphone strap colour..so I go and change the colour of the Bun Bun Piggy ^^
The Bun Bun Piggy is very CUTE!!!
But now my Bun Bun Piggy is with Dar Dar..she helped me take extra good care of it.. Darling, remember to kiss my Bun Bun Piggy good night ar !!! XD
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We also saw the couple cellphone couch.. Its lovely.. But abit plain.. =X
After that, we went to shop around the Shopping Centre..
Then we stop by a mini shop..named Couple Lab..OMG!!! Their couple ring is so special !! and cheap too.. I wanna buy!!! Too many design to choose from le.. XD I added this in my Dream list..
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After that, we went to watch the movie, Madgascar, escape 2 africa.
Darling treat me the Popcorn and the Drink ^^
Thanks Darling !!
The Madgascar 1, I also watched it with my friends when I were in Sec 3...thats the first time I watched a movie.. And this time, the continued movie, was my second time.. XD
Yeah !!!
hehe...
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After the movie ended, I send my Darling home...its fast...only needa take a bus...
Hehe...
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What a day....I hope I could spend the rest of my life with Dar Dar...I want Dar Dar to be my wife !! =X okay okay...Its too early for that now.. XD

hehe...

Thanks Darling for making my life so colourful and full of life !!

Darling you made THREE of my Dreams come true !!

Thanks !!

I Love <3>

Specially For Darling

2008-12-01T21:39:00.004+08:00

TO Rachel DAR DAR ♥,

Dar Dar your exams are coming up. I hope these few days you WILL STUDY HARD. Exams are very IMPORTANT, so Jia You Jia You !!
Darling study and every after 15 minutes then you have a 5 minutes break to chat with me.. Like that, then you can study and chat with me..
I had updated my Dream List, and I did specially added a new tab for YOU.. ^^
Hehe...
I also added a few new dreams which is related to you..
XD
I hope these wishes will come true..

I Love You A Whole Lot !!!
Muackz!!

Sign off with ♥,
From Bok Sheng..

2008-12-01T21:06:00.005+08:00

Today morning is such a wonderful day.. Meeting Darling in the morning.. We went to Causeway Mac to have our breakfast..followed by that we went to walk around in the shopping centre...

We even planned where to go tomorrow.. What an enjoyable morning !!

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Followed by that, my parents and I when shopping in Northpoint..

And guess what?

I BROUGHT THE GAME, NEED FOR SPEED UNDERCOVER !!!!

YEAH! I can cancel a dream from my dream list le !!!

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Then I went home..

NO mood to play the new game..

Cos parents kinda don't allow me to go out tomorrow..cos they say I had been spending to much le -.-

I EMO LIKE HELL !!!!

Tomorrow suppose to meet Darling OKAY ?!

Sigh...

Hope my parents allow me tomorrow..I WISH that tomorrow will be a better day..
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And YEAH!!
Darling use the same blogskin as me !!!!
What a couple !!
Hehe...
So HAPPY !!!!

Wooo~~~~

2008-11-30T11:52:00.005+08:00

Yesterday night, Darling so sweet ^^

Seen her soft side when she is moody.. She is superb cute !!
Hehe.. So lucky to have her as my girlfriend...

She still write a post specially for me

Thats Sweet okay..

Wooo~~~

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with her.. XD

Hehe...

Morning started BAD...DAMN BAD..

Darling can't recieve my message...even if she can recieve, some text is missing -.-

Sain...

Then latter in the day...she very moody...but I managed to cheer her up !!!!

First time !!!!

I happy like mad...

hehe...

For Audition...

I managed to complete the story to 48% for me and my Darling...

Yeah !!!

2008-11-29T11:46:00.003+08:00

This week gonna come to an end already...

This week had been both good and bad week..
And i got to meet Darling alot of days!
Monday, Tuesday, Thursday, Friday >>> I MEET HER!
Break record le..
Only wednesday never meet =(
But its more better as compared to last time.
We went to Seoul Garden also this week..! I wanna go again.. Its so so fun !! Especially with Darling.. XD

But the bad times are quarrelling with Darling...
Yesterday is the most worst de =( EMO!! DAMN EMO!!!
But latter in the Day, Darling especially take a trip from NP to Sembawang..I am so touched...after lots of hug hug then she is feeling more better le ^^
When she moody...hurtful de ><
She can be sweet and perfect but sometimes hurtful =X
But nevermind...I still love her with all my heart..
Just not be that hurtful can le =X
Cos it can kill me X.X
Okay..lets not talk about sad stuff...say BYE BYE to sad moments ^^

My Dar Dar and I even planned for next week le ><
Monday, Tuesday, Thursday we 100% can meet each other...
But on thursday she needa go back to NP by 4.30pm.. =(
EMO!!!
Then on Friday...we maybe can meet..not sure yet ><

But all I know is hope we will enjoy ourselves the coming week ^^
I only have one and only wish for next week..

Hope my Dar Dar wouldn't moody at all..

I wouldn't mind doing anything to make this wish come true.. XD

Nice Day

2008-11-27T16:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday the patch is damn long lor !!!

Made me wait untill so long ='(

YEAH !!!

Thanks to a hacker in the morning...she taught me how to use the haack !!!

And guess what ?

It works !!

Haha!!

Now trying on my story to earn exp...so if I am reached level 16..I can play UBP 8 k le...

Today morning started not that good...but afterwards in the afternoon...everything is fine.. XD

Now I using her lappy to blog...

Why ?

cos she leave me alone again..A-G-A-I-N...

Hehe...

Just now we went to buy headset..we searched all of it...then I wanna to buy one of it..then she suddenly say she also wanna buy the same as me!!

Yeah!!

LOL!!

So now we got a same headset =P

Haha!!!

Can't wait to go home and play UBP!!

I brought a new clothes (white shirt and pants) and I brought all the moves...

Haha!!!

Thats alot moves =X

Hehe...bb...XD

SIGH!!!

2008-11-26T21:30:00.002+08:00

Sigh...Today had been a bad day.
Can play Audition..cos patch...from 10am to 4pm..but end up..it extended to further notice -.-

Then Darling was fine..but suddenly her mood changed.
Still say hurtful words to me !
Feel like COL !!
sigh....
no comments..
Needa more time to get used to her this character...
Other than that, she is perfectly fine..
hiaz..

Tomorrow meet Darling at 12pm to go to Orchard..looking farward to that..

No mood to post today..
So don't mind about the short post ><

2nd Month!!

2008-11-25T21:11:00.012+08:00

Darling, HAPPY 2ND MONTH !!

Today is such an enjoyable day!!

I never had a day out like this !

I went down to NP to meet darling.. We kinda KINDA have a quarrel while I am traveling to meet her. Lets not talk about that....forget about the negative stuff ^^ Met her at block 47..I went around the NP just to find block 47 -.- But its okay as long as its for darling..

When we met..we didn't really speak much..I don't wanna say the wrong thing again =X

But everything is back to normal when me reached the NP bus stop..

We took bus to Dover MRT station..but but..we alighted one bus stop before Dover MRT..then we waited for another bus to come ><

Taking MRT down to Causeway Point..when we reached Causeway Point, my ex-classmate called me..her boyfriend so so taller than her lor =X

Then we walked to Seoul Garden..First time eating Seoul Garden with Darling ^^ And its my third time eating Seoul Garden XD Also the most enjoyable one too :)

Although...It did reminded me sad memories about me and my Ex God Jie..but sigh..she is the one who intro this place to me ><>

The picture..made me hungry again >>

Waa..now I seriously hungry le ><

I wanna eat again !!

Maybe tomorrow ??

Hehe..joking ><

We took a picture of the prawns we cooked..we randomly took this picture..but now we realize there is a shape where the prawns formed..take a look>>

Did you see a heart shape ?

CUTE!

We didn't plan this out de ar..even the prawns also know that we are celebrating our 2nd month ^^

After we ate..we when around to find a cellphone strap.. we went to a few shops and found none -.- Then Darling needa rush back to NP to repair lappy.. This is the time when she moody..we didn't talk a single word on this train. I did tried to cheer her up, but failed, then I give up..acting as if I don't care le ( but its actually part of my "cheering up" plan XD )..then when we needa changed the MRT train and while waiting for another train, she suddenly hug me, then her tears rolled down.. I was like..er...stone..stunned..blur diao.. I told her not to cry le.. Until now I also don't know why she cry..that moment I also wanted to cry..but it will only make the situation more worst ? But after awhile she is okay le ^^

Then we went to NP, waiting for that guy to repair Darling's de lappy..then when to buy things around NP..then went to West Mall to walk around.. We also went to see the Couple Ring.. I love the Ring with the word "LOVE" its so nice! I want! A pair of Couple Ring cost...$60.. But I now no $ le.. Needa wait till school reopen then I begain my saving... I want that pair of Couple Ring !!!!!!!!!

We went to Popular to find her pen.. But no luck.. then I saw these CUTE things..wanna buy it..but the queue is very long.. -.- So I only took picture of it only..

After that I sent her home..then I send myself home too ^^

Today is the best day Darling !

Never been like this before..

This day is made possible because of YOU !

Thanks Darling ! Muackz!

My Love For You Is Endless As The Sky And As Deep As The Deepest Ocean In This World :)

Today I can cancel one of my dream from my list ^^ Which is >> at in Seoul Garden With Dar Dar..

HAHA!!

Thanks Darling for making this dream of mine becoming reality ^^ This dream means so much to me !!

2008-11-24T15:05:00.003+08:00

Yeah!!
Tomorrow is a SPECIAL day!!
COS ITS MY DAR DAR AND I DE SECOND MONTH!!!!
YEAH!!!!

Tomorrow planning to meet darling at her block de lobby at 12pm, then we go to eat in Seoul Garden..
At 3pm still needa returned to NP to examine Darling's de lappy, until what time I don't know ><

Yeah !! Can't wait for tomorrow!!

Darling don't moody tomorrow ar...

In the morning..no audition...cos com can't connect to the internet =(
Then called Starhub...waited for so long finally they picked up..
Then needa wait AGAIN..then I go find out whats the problem..then finally found out that my new video hacking program disturbed my computer de internet..
-.- sain...
Then now okay le..
Lucky I never keep on waiting for the Starhub call..
Hehe..

Then met Darling at9.30am plus in Sembawang MRT.
She look...erm...then I scared scared =X
She suddenly changed after playing Audition..
I was like..phew!!
Hehe...walk to buy my Hair Gel..then walk her to the MRT..
Then BYE BYE~~~ she dissappear ^^
Can't wait for tomorrow ^^

2008-11-23T16:21:00.005+08:00

Today is such an emoing day

='(

Darling can't recieve my SMS -.- So sad lor..I will do anything to my phone as long she can recieve my SMS..

Lucky she 85% can recieve my SMS ^^

Its better than last two days..

Sigh...Now then I cherish her SMS ><>

Today is a perfect day to think back about the days when I know my Darling..

Hehe..I never write in this blog how I know my Dar Dar..

There is the story>>

I first know her was in Audition, we played a few rounds, then we start to chat in Audition. I gave her my e-mail. After that one of us requested to chat in msn, then we went to msn and chat. Then chatting halfway through, I brb, then while I brb, she needa go offline, so she left me with her number.

Latter I found that she got a boyfriend during that time, then I also tell myself that I don't want to find a girlfriend so soon, cos I just broke off with my ex girlfriend only..

Then her that boyfriend was asking too much from her..so I kept telling her to break up with him. Then after she did..we fallen in love with each another, I never felt this way before..the feeling is very strong and weird, never felt like this before. It even overlap the love I had for my ex girlfriend. XD

But I remember telling her that, I will ask her to be my girlfriend on the second time we met each other.

Hehe...

That is half of the story ^^

Lazy to type le.. XD

2008-11-22T14:01:00.009+08:00

Waking up...missing Audition...So I went to play Audition,then I thouht of helping Dar Dar yo passed the licence (which is 80% impossible, cos I last time can't even pass my licence =X ) .But surprisely.....The first time I tried..I failed. Then the second time...I passed!!! With a combo of 8x perfect ! I SHOCKED..

Then I also helped Dar Dar to earn Dens..now she got 1 million Dens le ^^ Haha!! I so helpful

The coming Tuesday...planning to eat Seoul Garden with Dar Dar to celebrate our two months ^^

Yeah!

Time flies...I still remember...I forgot our first month ><

Eeyer..you kinda forgot it....

I am thinking of breaking off from my FAM =X

I kinda don't like to change my name...

hehe ><

I planning to change my blog de skin le..

Cos I saw one more nicer de ~~

hehe....

2008-11-21T19:58:00.003+08:00

3 days of Red Camp finally come to an end...
This Camp...sigh...starting is very enjoyable...first two days...I didn't made any new friends though...I'm still anti-guy...
But I got talk to many people ><
But the third day so happens to fall on Friday...which is also my "Girlfriend Day"...I knew if I go for Red Camp for today Darling will get damn moody de..so I went to the Red Camp until 1pm -.-
Then from 1pm till 10.30pm is where all the fun is...but I missed it..
Once in a life the thing...I was looking forward to the hop nite when I first received the Red Camp postcard...but in the end I skipped it -.-
Cos I can't sms Darling so I wanted to see her..Sigh...
What made it worst is that Darling can't receive my sms -.- sain ar !!!I needa send 4 times then she receive 1 time...Tired le la..
In the middle of my camp I show my moody...the presentation I didn't go cos I was restarting my phone until my phone left with half of the battery is left.
Secondly, we sit in a big circle to play a game then I was the first person to lose, then the leader gave me another chance, the second time I lose again. -.-
Then I had to do a stupid thing which is go across the hall to make fun of another girl -.-
Damn no face la !!
Today damn bloody moody lor.....
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I meet my Darling under her block.We went to KFC to eat...waa...
I full like mad...but now hungry le ><
After that we went to West Mall...walk around...especially the Timezone...we played a few games then we took neo print...I damn blur ><>
Then when I on my way home, my darling sms me telling me she didn't receive my sms -.- then I moody again...now tired le..

2008-11-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

THNAKS Stella !!
For this nicely edited picture ^^
I like it ^^
I did put it as my phone wallpaper =)
Next time we whole family take pic together..
HAHA!!

2008-11-17T23:53:00.004+08:00
WOW!!
Today I damn high lor...
Morning met Dar Dar..Then tonight my Dar Dar and I asked Jillyn to be our God Daughter.
So now...Jillyn Mei >>>>> Jillyn nu er (Stella)..
We even gave her a nickname ^^
Can cancel away one wish from my Dreamlist !!
And needa do some changes to my Blog..
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>> Smilealways Family Created in 17 November 2009 << . .
She our one and only Daughter ^^ I just want one daughter only.....
Don't want too many ><
Tomorrow Red Camp starts...it lasted 3 day...19 to 21 of Nov...
No Audition or Blogging within these 3 days..cos need to leave him very early and need to wake up very early too.. ><

2008-11-17T15:25:00.003+08:00

What an enjoyable day !!
Morning woke up then Audition for 1 hour...
Kept playing Union Battle Party...
XD
At around 7.30am, I left home to meet dar dar..
Hmmm...we first went mac to had our breakfast.
then we stay in mac for very long....
today i bullied her =X
I make her eat ALOT!
WAHAHAHA!!!
After that...we went to NP ^^
I send her off....
Oh ya...sorry that I left you without saying, I Love You Too.
sorry sorry...Irushed of...I also don't know why...maybe becos of the lift ?
Sorry ><
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Jillyn Mei...sorry I cacn't help you about this thursday de..
I got Red Camp...Sorry ><
psps....
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Ai Yo !!
Just now forgot ask Jillyn...when I am with my dar dar msning her =X
Stupid me!!
I go emo le...
BB...

YEAH Day !!

2008-11-16T21:30:00.003+08:00
Today is such a wonderful day !!!
LOL!
Hmmm...in the morning I kept playing Union Battle Party...then my dens is now....2.300 million !!
Plus i donated 250K to the FAM...
HAHA!
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My Mei is a hacker now O.O !!!
LOL !!
Gratz!
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And....GRATZ Xiu Wen Mei !!
For having a new Jie ^^
Haha!!!
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Hmm....I wanna have a god daughter !!
And I am targeting Jillyn Mei !!
LOL....
Will ask her soon anytime from now ^^
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YEAH!!!
Tomorrow meeting Darling !
Eating at Mac...then I goona feed her again -.-
This time I bully her....wait and see O.o
Hehe...
okay...that sounds bad ><
I can't wait for tomorrow...
Love ya as deep as the ocean and endlessly like the sky :D
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Now I noticed something...my post are getting shorter and shorter..
Sigh....will write long post tomorrow ^^
GooD NiteZ !!
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2008-11-15T17:06:00.003+08:00

Wake up very early today...
then my ex, Zhi Yun send me a message...saying she fly le -.-
Sain...she send that at 1.25AM...I was still sleeping lor...
Sigh....
Tell me last minute...very last minute lor..
Sigh....
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Then darling helping in event...
So i go play audition....earn alot of dens today !!!
1.5 million dens ^^
Haha!
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then in the afternoon, met my FAM master...
very friendly...
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then play a few rounds with Darling and meis (except Jillyn)..
she still sick =(
Get well soon !!!
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then darling tired now...
So I tell her to sleep very early...
Don't know she will listen or not...
Just hope she is not moody ><
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DARLING DON'T MOODY AR !!!!!!!!!
..hehe...

Nice day ^^

2008-11-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

What a day ^^
Play Audition in the morning..
Left home at 11.30am sharp, took MRT to find Darling, lucky never take wrong side ><
She told me she 1 pm finished lesson.. So I waited her at her block's lobby =D
Around 12.45pm, she pop out O.O
Haha!
She look sian sian de =(
We go help her damn friend to hand in his work.
Lucky that guy today e-learning, so never come school, if not he gg le.
On our way, I think I saw my ex god jie O.O
We when to eat in KFC....there crowed seh....
After filling our stomach we walk around the building.
Then =X
Not forgetting 5 pm she got rehearsal, so she throw me in Canteen 1, so I kidnap her lappy =P
She say around an hour then she return..
Meantime I ask my friend to find me...
We chat untill 5.30pm.
Then...A-G-A-I-N....she pop out O.o
Shocking....5.30pm she finished her rehearsal..
My friend left me first....he funny lor ! left me with a sentence o.olll
Darling and I went home ^^
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Today is like the most enjoyable day I ever had with Darling..especially...erm...we stay in there for so long...
Can't wait to see Darling again ^^
Love ya =)

FAM !!!!

2008-11-14T23:26:00.003+08:00
Thanks Xiu Wen !!
I got FAM in Audition le ^^
O.o I thought your FAM master wanna give me a test first ??
I in FAM le leh O.o ??
Stunned....
Got green conversation in the chat box..then I thought they talking to me..then I reply...
Very psps ><
Needa get use to the green conversation =X
hehe...
Thanks ya !

Audition Crazy !!!

2008-11-14T23:16:00.001+08:00
WOW!! O.O
Doreen and Christopher can play Audition le !!!!!!!!
OMG OMG !!!!!
Doreen surely going to miss the floor.
Haha!
Waaa...that time when I teach Christopher how to download the Audition, Doreen was staying overnight in her god bro house -.-
If she is at home, she will be damn happy de lor....
LOL!!!
Just a few days ago....Darling can play Audition...now Doreen and Christopher can play....next target will be Jillyn !!!
Jillyn, I know how to make sure that the download of Audition wouldn't stop at 83% ^^
I try it le...and it work!
You faster online...I teach you how...
=)

Happy day !!

2008-11-14T07:03:00.005+08:00

Today is friday !!!!
Meaning...meet Darling !!!!!
Yeah!!
But today she got meeting -.- at around 5pm...for an hour...
So will be like last time...use her lappy to online ^^
Hehe...
SEE!! She so bad...leave me alone XP
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Last night something GREAT happened !!!
My Dar can play Audition le !!!!!
Nice lor !!!
Damn happy now !!!!
At last she can play =)
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Today got a God Di Di also ^^
Lol !!
He's Doreen's Di Di...real de...
Lol!!!
Nice Nice =)
Starting of the day then so damn happy le !!!
Hope the rest of the day I also stay happy too.. XD
As long as Darling will not be moody...thats all I wish for =X

What a day....

2008-11-13T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today is a much better day....
Hope Darling is always like that ><
Lucky never wake up early to play Audition, cos parents didn't work ><
Wake up le then blogging then msn-ing...
Follwoed by that, when to police station with Jillyn Mei.
Then when home msn-ing...
After that, evening Audition...
untill now....
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Tomorrow finally can meet Dar Dar again le !!!
Can't wait man !!!
Go watch TV now...
haha!

2008-11-12T20:14:00.003+08:00
Start with a bad day...real hurtful day....
But its okay now....
Needa do some changes to my life ba....
I don't want to say much about it..
=X
Unhappiness stuff go away !!!
I wanna be a happy guy.. =)
With a happy Darling.. XD
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Darling I love you most when your not moody =X
When your moody...erm....I don't want to say le.....
Anyway will Love Darling alot alot very much de.
Unless you Darling don't need me le....
Will Love you endlessly de ^^

2008-11-12T07:52:00.005+08:00
Waked up with a clear mind,
and I am thinking back about yesterday,
what went wrong wrong and make sure I don't made the same mistake again.
Yesterday should meet my Meis until a certain time then rush to meet darling ><
Sigh....
Then when darling is in the bus moody, I should call darling and chat on the phone..
Sigh....
Its better to think with a clear mind.
Regrets.....REGRET!!!!!!
Sigh....
gg le this time.
Hope darling manged to forgive me..
I did aplogize alot of time le...
But I don't know my aplogize is accepted or not..
Cos this time I am in deep shit.
Sigh...

2008-11-10T20:15:00.003+08:00

Today short post then I go study le...
Tomorrow got LAST PAPER !!!
science MCQ...
Which I heaven studied yet ><
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Today I met Darling early in the morning....
We went to the Mac....That mac super cool !!!
Then she say she don't eat much....
So I buy one set to share with her....
I feed her ><
Haha!!!
Then after that, we went to NP ^^
We first go to her club house.....
Then to her classroom...
Cool.....
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Can't wait to meet my meis tomorrow ^^
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BB

2008-11-10T06:01:00.002+08:00
Feeling much better now....
Hope darling also ^^
YEAH!!
Can meet darling today le =)
I am so so happy !!
Had been mising darling since last week =X
Today I will make sure I don't take the wrong side of the train ><
Hehe...
Today is the first day when I go out so early in the morning...and my parents allow...
O.o First time....I always give my darling all of my first....
=D
Darling I really hope your feeling better today ^^
Hope your not tired today =)
I can't wait to see you ><
haha!!
Bye... Got to go.....

Why things must be like that ?

2008-11-09T23:00:00.001+08:00
Darling this post maybe hurtful or something like that, this is how I feel at that point of time, this post means nothing, its only I wrote it to relax myself from today, and hope by tomorrow, I will be okay...you too.
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I am so emo today....the worst day of my relationship days...
Darling what had gone into you today ?
Why your so cold against me ?
I ask you, you don't wanna answer back..
I am not a fool..your not just tired..it doesn't sounds that simple to me.
Didn't we agree on not to hide anything from each other ?
Why not you read the messages you send me again..Then you tell me how will you feel if your the one reading it.
All this time I was trying to cheer you up, then what kind of reply you had given me ?
It hurts me damn alot okay.
I understand that in the morning your moody cos your tired, but in the early afternoon your already okay, until you found that your God Brother have a stead ?
You already have a boyfriend, and he isn't your recent ex boyfriend, this hurts me too.
You actually treated me this way because of him ?
Especially when you told me that you kinda heaven got over him...kinda like that...
Seriously that sentence means alot. And mostly harmful things to me.
I really don't know who to handle a moody girl. I tried my best, and it doesn't work a damn bit.
I still acted that everything is fine when you give me such damn replies, I didn't wanna quarrel with you darling, its getting us to no where.
Please you needa change yourself abit..if not..I don't know much longer I can stand it..
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Phew.....It feel much better when I get to say what wanted to say finally...
Darling, I Love You Alot Alot Super Super much !!
I don't wanna leave you, or I also don't want you to leave me.
You mean too much to me..
Without you means without oxygen for me..I will die....
For tonight, I will cry to sleep then..Nitez..

2008-11-09T15:39:00.004+08:00

Today play Audition with Silky Wormy Mei ^^
Cool lor....
She use my account then i use my Dar de account...
Then we play Club dance II...so fun man !!!
Haha!!!!
Now I training 120~140 de songs le ^^
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Dar Dar still can't play Audition...sain hor....
Sigh....
Darling faster download Audition...I miss audition with you..
Dar DAr got back her lappy le!!!!
Yeah !!!
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Darling don't moody le la...
I know yesterday and the day before you don't have enough rest...but don't moody la.....
Try to Cheer up Darling !!
Anyway...I also miss you alot !!!!
Tomorrow FINALLY can meet Darling again ^^
So So Damn Happy !!!!!
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Yeah...noticed somthing new in my blog ??
I tell you la...
The Song and the Tagboard ^^
I prefer this tagboard... more nicer...
and cool....
Haha!!!!

2008-11-08T10:32:00.002+08:00

Early in the morning chatting with Silky Wormy...plus sms-ing plus play audition ^^
Multitasking =D
See I so pro...
Now Audition I training for 120~140 de songs ^^
Haha!!!
But ofcos without chance la...maybe chance 1? =)
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Gratz beloved Mei ^^
You got your phone line le =)
Unlimited sms a.....HAHA....cool ^^
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Now is my Darling turn le.....
She going to get a unlimited sms plan le.....
I can't wait......
My sms for this month should be more than 5 thousand sms ba....
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Haha!!
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O Level over le...
So ENJOY!!!!

2008-11-08T10:19:00.003+08:00

Dar Dar busy with her event today ><
Hehe...
She yesterday so late then sleep then so early needa wake up.. Then so late then can go home ><
Miss Dar Dar alot man !!!
If now I am with her then can accompany her =X
Haha!!!
Darling...remember to eat your meal ar...and take a break ^^
I Love you a whole lot !! ^^
I am so damn lucky to have you by my side =)
And I never gonna leave you ^^ no matter what !!!!

Ai Yo......

2008-11-07T17:03:00.005+08:00

Ai yo....Dar needa stay over night in school....
But.....that pervert is also staying over night....
Sigh.....
Sain....
plus....don't know what to do....
He is the scraiest guy I ever know.
Damn him..If he dares to do anything to my gf (including touching her), I make sure I WILL W-I-L-L go to your school, your class, and whack you up.. I Swear !
Just leave my girlfriend alone..if not you gg le..
She is mine now..so treat her as she belongs to somebody else..don't play silly games with me.I am not a nice guy to play with.Make sure I don't see you in poly...if not..I might just punch your face...for real..thats how much I hated you.
Dar Dar got anything you call me ^^
I never silent my phone =)
I am 24 hours here for you...
Do please update with the information ^^
Will be worrying about you =(
Take Care ^^

I Love Darling Very Very Much !!!!!

=D SmilE AlwayS =)

New Diary is Born~

For Mei,

Another Day Passed

Sigh

BLOODY HURT

Feeling Much Better Now

Good or Bad Day ?

Thanks Jie Jie !

Happy for now~

Sigh

Meaningless Morning

Quiz from Facebook

Feeling Much Better

Everything I Want

Another Hurtful Day

PAIN, HURT!

Sigh and Yay

~~another day in Sentosa~~

~~!!OUR 5TH MONTH !!~~

~~A Valentine Day Celebration ~~

...finally we can meet, miss Baby alot...

...problems solved...

...a unhappy day?...

...JAE RESULTS RELEASED and Spore ! ! ...

...miss baby so so much ! ! ...

..SmilE~AlwayS FAM is being created today.. =)

...Lalalala~~~...

...Happy Chinese New Year !!...

~ ~Our Fourth Month~~

Early Celebration Of Our Fourth Month..

~~sad~~

..A Short Time Spend, But Yet So Much Fun..

A Wish Came True and Audition Wedding !!

My Birthday !!

! ! HappY BirthdaY ! !

Series of FUN !!

O level Results

The Day before O level results ^^

Buying of Couple ring ^^

meeting baby ^^

Stella Got Boyfriend le !!!!

Woo~~ La La....

Waiting for tomorrow ^^

woo~~

Third Month Love Message

Third Month !!! (1)

Christmas Eve

What A Day

Baby get well ^^

FUCKING DAY

Baby is back !!!

Baby THIRD day of trip

Baby SECOND day of trip

SmilE AlwayS Family Turns 1 month !!

Baby FIRST day of trip

specially for baby..

What A Boring Day...

What a week !

speciall for baby

What a happy day ^^

Baby....sigh...

What A Day

3 Dreams Came True !! in a DAY

Specially For Darling

Wooo~~~~

Nice Day

SIGH!!!

2nd Month!!

YEAH Day !!

Nice day ^^

FAM !!!!

Audition Crazy !!!

Happy day !!

What a day....

Why things must be like that ?

Ai Yo......

another day in Sentosa

!!OUR 5TH MONTH !!

A Valentine Day Celebration

sad